TO THE RIGHT PERSON Fourteen Lines In the one state of ours that is a shire There is a District Schoolhouse I admire As much for anything for situation. There are few institutions standing higher This side the Rockies in my estimation Two thousand feet above the ocean level. It has two entries for co-education. But there's a tight-shut look to either door And to the windows of its fenestration As if to say mere knowledge was the devil, And this school wasn't keeping any more, Unless for penitents who took their seat Upon its doorsteps as at Mercy's feet To make up for a lack of meditation. INTO MY OWN One of my wishes is that those dark trees, So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze, Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom, But stretched away unto the edge of doom. I should not be withheld but that some day Into their vastness I should steal away, Fearless of ever finding open land, Or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand. I do not see why I should e'er turn back, Or those should not set forth upon my track To overtake me, who should miss me hdre And long to know if still I held them dg&r. They would not find me changed from him they knew Only more sure of all I thought was true. GHOST HOUSE I dwell in a lonely house I know That vanished many a summer ago, And left no trace but the cellar walls, And a cellar in which the daylight falls, And the purple-stemmed wild raspberries grow. O'er ruined fences the grape-vines shield The woods come back to the mowing field; The orchard tree has grown one copse Of new wood and old where the woodpecker chops; The footpath down to the well is healed. I dwell with a strangely aching heart In that vanished abode there far apart On that disused and forgotten road That has no dust-bath now for the toad. Night comes; the black bats tumble and dart; The whippoorwill is coming to shout And hush and cluck and flutter about: I hear him begin far enough away Full many a time to say his say Before he arrives to say it out. THE PASTURE I'm going out to clean the pasture spring; I'll only stop to rake the leaves away (And wait to watch the water clear, I may): I sha'n't be gone long. You come too. I'm going out to fetch the little calf That's standing by the mother. It's so young. It totters when she licks it with her tongue. I sha'n't be gone long. You come too. INTO MY OWN One of my wishes is that those dark trees, So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze, Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom, But stretched away unto the edge of doom. I should not be withheld but that some day Into their vastness I should steal away, Fearless of ever finding open land, Or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand. I do not see why I should e'er turn back, Or those should not set forth upon my track To overtake me, who should miss me hdre And long to know if still I held them dg&r. They would not find me changed from him they knew Only more sure of all I thought was true. GHOST HOUSE I dwell in a lonely house I know That vanished many a summer ago, And left no trace but the cellar walls, And a cellar in which the daylight falls, And the purple-stemmed wild raspberries grow. O'er ruined fences the grape-vines shield The woods come back to the mowing field; The orchard tree has grown one copse Of new wood and old where the woodpecker chops; The footpath down to the well is healed. I dwell with a strangely aching heart In that vanished abode there far apart On that disused and forgotten road That has no dust-bath now for the toad. Night comes; the black bats tumble and dart; The whippoorwill is coming to shout And hush and cluck and flutter about: I hear him begin far enough away Full many a time to say his say Before he arrives to say it out. It is under the small, dim, summer star. know not who these mute folk are Who share the unlit place with me Those stones out under the low-limbed tree Doubtless bear names that the mosses mar. They are tireless folk, but slow and sad, Though two, close-keeping, are lass and lad, With none among them that ever sings, And yet, in view of how many things, rVs sweet companions as might be had. MY NOVEMBER GUEST JVly Sorrow, when she's here with me, Thinks these dark days of autumn rain Are beautiful as days can be; She loves the bare, the withered tree; She walks the sodden pasture lane. Her pleasure will not let me stay. She talks and I am fain to list: She's glad the birds are gone away, She's glad her simple worsted grey Is silver now with clinging mist. The desolate, deserted trees, The faded earth, the heavy sky, The beauties she so truly sees, She thinks I have no eye for these, And vexes me for reason why. Not yesterday I learned to know The love of bare November days Before the coming of the snow, But it were vain to tell her so, And they are better for her praise. TO THE THAWING WIND C^ome with rain, O loud Southwester! Bring the singer, bring the nester; Give the buried flower a dream; Make the settled snow-bank stream; Find the brown beneath the white; But whate'er you do to-night, Bathe my window, make it flow > Melt it as the ice will go; Melt the glass and leave the sticks Like a hermit's crucifix; Burst into my narrow stall; Swing the picture on the wall; Run the rattling pages o'er; Scatter poems on the floor; Turn the poet out of door. A PRAYER IN SPRING Oh, give us pleasure in the flowers to-day; And give us not to think so far away As the uncertain harvest; keep us here All simply in the springing of the year. Oh, give us pleasure in the orchard white, Like nothing else by day, like ghosts by night; And make us happy in the happy bees, The swarm dilating round the perfect trees. And make us happy in the darting bird That suddenly above the bees is heard, The meteor that thrusts in with needle bill, And off a blossom in mid air stands still. For this is love and nothing else is love, The which it is reserved for God above To sanctify to what far ends He will, But which it only needs that we fulfil. LOVE AND A QUESTION A Stranger came to the door at eve, And he spoke the bridegroom fair. He bore a green- white stick in his hand, And, for all burden, care. He asked with the eyes more than the lips For a shelter for the night, And he turned and looked at the road afar Without a window light. The bridegroom came forth into the porch With 'Let us look at the sky, And question what of the night to be, Stranger, you and I.' The woodbine leaves littered the yard, The woodbine berries were blue, Autumn, yes, winter 'was in the wind; * Stranger, I wish I knew.' Within, the bride in the dusk alone Bent over the open fire, Her face rose-red with the glowing coal And the thought of the heart's desire. The bridegroom, looked at the weary road, Yet saw but her within, And wished her heart in a case of gold And pinned with a silver pin. The bridegroom thought it little to give A dole of bread, a purse, A heartfelt prayer for the poor of God, Or for the rich a curse; But whether or not a man was asked To mar the love of two By harboring woe in the bridal house, The bridegroom wished he knew. STARS How countlessly they congregate O'er our tumultuous snow. Which flows in shapes as tall as trees "When wintry winds do blow! - As if with keenness for our fate, Our faltering few steps on To white rest, and a place of rest Invisible at dawn, And yet with neither love nor hate, Those stars like some snow-white Minerva's snow-white marble eyes Without the gift of sight. STORM FEAR I'vhen the wind works against us in the dark, And pelts with snow The lower chamber window on the east, And whispers with a sort of stifled bark, The beast, 'Come out! Come outf- it costs no inward struggle not to go, Ah, no! I count our strength, Two and a child, Those of us not asleep subdued to mark How the cold creeps as the fire dies at length,- How drifts are piled, Dooryard and road ungraded, Till even the comforting barn grows far away, And my heart owns a doubt Whether 'tis in us to arise with day And save ourselves unaided. TO THE THAWING WIND with rain, O loud South wester! Bring the singer, bring the nester; Give the buried flower a dream; Make the settled snow-bank stream; Find the brown beneath the white; But whatever you do to-night, Bathe my window, make it flow > Melt it as the ice will go; Melt the glass and leave the sticks Like a hermit's crucifix; Burst into my narrow stall; Swing the picture on the wall; Run the rattling pages o'er; Scatter poems on the floor; Turn the poet out of door. A PRAYER IN SPRING Oh, give us pleasure in the flowers to-day; And give us not to think so far away As the uncertain harvest; keep us here All simply in the springing of the year. Oh, give us pleasure in the orchard white, Like nothing else by day, like ghosts by night; And make us happy in the happy bees, The swarm dilating round the perfect trees. And make us happy in the darting bird That suddenly above the bees is heard, The meteor that thrusts in with needle bill, And off a blossom in mid air stands still. For this is love and nothing else is love, The which it is reserved for God above To sanctify to what far ends He will, But which it only needs that we fulfil. FLOWER-GATHERING left you in the morning, And in the morning glow, You walked a way beside me To make me sad to go. Do you know me in the gloaming, Gaunt and dusty grey with roaming? Are you dumb because you know me not, Or dumb because you know? All for me? And not a question For the faded flowers gay That could take me from beside you For the ages of a day? They are yours, and be the measure Of their worth for you to treasure, The measure of the little while That I've been long away. ROSE POGONIAS A saturated meadow, Sun-shaped and jewel-small, A circle scarcely wider Than the trees around were tall; Where winds were quite excluded, And the air was stifling sweet With the breath of many flowers, A temple of the heat. There we bowed us in the burning, As the sun's right worship is, To pick where none could miss them A thousand orchises; For though the grass was scattered, Yet every second spear Seemed tipped with wings of color, That tinged the atmosphere. We raised a simple prayer Before we left the spot, That in the general mowing That place might be forgot; Or if not all so favoured, Obtain such grace of hours, That none should mow the grass there While so confused with flowers. WAITING AFIELD AT DUSK What things for dream there are when spectre-like, Moving among tall haycocks lightly piled, I enter alone upon the stubble field, From which the laborers' voices late have died, And in the antiphony of afterglow And rising full moon, sit me down Upon the full moon's side of the first haycock And lose myself amid so many alike. I dream upon the opposing lights of the hour, Preventing shadow until the moon prevail; I dream upon the night-hawks peopling heaven, Each circling each with vague unearthly cry, Or plunging headlong with fierce twang afar; And on the bat's mute antics, who would seem Dimly to have made out my secret place, Only to lose it when he pirouettes, And seek it endlessly with purblind haste; On the last swallow's sweep; and on the rasp In the abyss of odor and rustle at my back, That, silenced by my advent, finds once more, After an interval, his instrument, And tries once twice and thrice if I be there; And on the worn book of old-golden song I brought not here to read, it seems, but hold And freshen in this air of withering sweetness; But on the memory of one absent most, For whom these lines when they shall greet her eye. IN NEGLECT hey leave us so to the -way we took, As two in whom they were proved mistaken. That we sit sometimes in the wayside nook, With mischievous > vagrant, seraphic look, And try if we cannot feel forsaken. THE VANTAGE POINT If tired of trees I seek again mankind, Well I know where to hie me in the dawn, To a slope where the cattle keep the lawn. There amid lolling juniper reclined, Myself unseen, I see in white defined fc Far off the homes of men, and farther still, The graves of men on an opposing hill, Living or dead, whichever are to mind. And if by noon I have too much of these, I have but to turn on my arm, and lo, The sun-burned hillside sets my face aglow, My breathing shakes the bluet like a breeze, I smell the earth, I smell the bruised plant, I look into the crater of the ant. MOWING here was never a sound beside the wood but one, And that was my long scythe whispering to the ground. What was it it whispered? I knew not well myself; Perhaps it was something about the heat of the sun, Something, perhaps, about the lack of sound And that was why it whispered and did not speak. It was no dream of the gift of idle hours, Or easy gold at the hand of fay or elf: Anything more than the truth would have seemed too weak To the earnest love that laid the swale in rows, Not without feeble-pointed spikes of flowers (Pale orchises), and scared a bright green snake. The fact is the sweetest dream that labor knows. My long scythe whispered and left the hay to make. GOING FOR WATER he well was dry beside the door, And so we went with pail and can Across the fields behind the house To seek the brook if still it ran; Not loth to have excuse to go, Because the autumn eve was fair (Though chill), because the fields were ours, And by the brook our woods were there. We ran as if to meet the moon That slowly dawned behind the trees, The barren boughs without the leaves, Without the birds, without the breeze. But once within the wood, we paused Like gnomes that hid us from the moon, Ready to run to hiding new With laughter when she found us soon. Each laid on other a staying hand To listen ere we dared to look, And in the hush we joined to make We heard, we knew we heard the brook. A note as from a single place, A slender tinkling fall that made Now drops that floated on the pool Like pearls, and now a silver blade. REVELATION I've make ourselves a place apart Behind light words that tease and flout, But oh, the agitated heart Till someone find us really out. 'Tis pity if the case require (Or so we say) that in the end We speak the literal to inspire The understanding of a friend. But so with all, from babes that play At hide-and-seek to God afar, So all who hide too well away Must speak and tell us where they are. THE TUFT OF FLOWERS went to turn the grass once after one Who mowed it in the dew before the sun. The dew was gone that made his blade so keen Before I came to view the levelled scene. f looked for him behind an isle of trees; I listened for his whetstone on the breeze. But he had gone his way, the grass all mown, And I must be, as he had been, alone, 'As all must be I said within my heart, 'Whether they work together or apart But as I said it, swift there passed me by On noiseless wing a bewildered butterfly, Seeking with memories grown dim o'er night Some resting flower of yesterday's deKght. And once I marked his flight go round and round, As where some flower lay withering on the ground, And then he flew as far as eye could see, And then on tremulous wing came back to me. I thought of questions that have no reply, And would have turned to toss the grass to dry; But he turned first, and led my eye to look At a tall tuft of flowers beside a brook, A leaping tongue of bloom the scythe had spared Beside a reedy brook the scythe had bared. I left my place to know them by their name, Finding them butterfly weed when I came. The mower in the dew had loved them thus, By leaving them to flourish, not for us, Nor yet to draw one thought of ours to him, But from sheer morning gladness at the brim. The butterfly and I had lit upon, Nevertheless, a message from the dawn, That made me hear the wakening birds around, And hear his long scythe whispering to the ground, And feel a spirit kindred to my own; So that henceforth I worked no more alone; But glad with him, I worked as with his aid, And weary, sought at noon with him the shade; And dreaming, as it were, held brotherly speech With one whose thought I had not hoped to reach. v Men work together I told him from the heart, 'Whether they work together or apart.' THE DEMIURGE'S LAUGH It was far in the sameness of the wood; I was running with joy on the Demon's trail, Though I knew what I hunted was no true god. It was just as the light was beginning to fail That I suddenly heard all I needed to hear: It has lasted me many and many a year. The sound was behind me instead of before, A sleepy sound, but mocking half, As of one who utterly couldn't care. The Demon arose from his wallow to laugh, Brushing the dirt from his eye as he went; And well I knew what the Demon meant. I shall not forget how his laugh rang out. I felt as a fool to have been so caught, And checked my steps to make pretence It was something among the leaves I sought (Though doubtful whether he stayed to see). Thereafter I sat me against a tree. A LINE-STORM SONG The line-storm clouds fly tattered and swiftj The road is forlorn all day, I'vhere a myriad snowy quartz stones lift, And the hoof-prints vanish away. The roadside flowers, too wet for the bee, Expend their bloom in vain. Come over the hills and far with me, And be my love in the rain. The birds have less to say for themselves In the wood- world's torn despair Than now these numberless years the elves A Although they are no less there: All song of the woods is crushed like some Wild, easily shattered rose. Come, be my love in the wet woods, come, Where the boughs rain when it blows. There is the gale to urge behind And bruit our singing down, And the shallow waters aflutter with wind From which to gather your gown. What matter if we go clear to the west, And come not through dry-shod? For wilding brooch shall wet your breast The rain-fresh goldenrod. Oh, never this whelming east wind swells But it seems like the sea's return To the ancient lands where it left the shells Before the age of the fern; And it seems like the time when after doubt Our love came back amain. Oh, come forth into the storm and rout And be my love in the rain. OCTOBER O hushed October morning mild, Thy leaves have ripened to the fall; To-morrow's wind, if it be wild, Should waste them all. The crows above the forest call; To-morrow they may form and go. O hushed October morning mild, Begin the hours of this day slow. Make the day seem to us less brief. Hearts not averse to being beguiled, Beguile us in the way you know. Release one leaf at break of day; At noon release another leaf; One from our trees, one far away. Retard the sun with gentle mist; Enchant the land with amethyst. Slow, slow! For the grapes' sake, if they were all, Whose leaves already are burnt with frost, Whose clustered fruit must else be lost For the grapes' sake along the wall. RELUCTANCE vJut through the fields and the woods And over the walls I have wended; I have climbed the hills of view And looked at the world., and descended; I have come by the highway home, And lo, it is ended. The leaves are all dead on the ground, Save those that the oak is keeping To ravel them one by one And let them go scraping and creeping Out over the crusted snow, I'vhen others are sleeping. And the dead leaves lie huddled and still, No longer blown hither and thither; The last lone aster is gone; The flowers of the witch-hazel wither; The heart is still aching to seek, But the feet question 'Whither?* Ah, when to the heart of man "Was it ever less than a treason To go with the drift of things, To yield with a grace to reason, And bow and accept the end Of a love or a season? North of Boston MENDING WALL Something there is that doesn't love a wall, That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it, And spills the upper boulders in the sun; And makes gaps even two can pass abreast. The work of hunters is another thing: I have come after them and made repair Where they have left not one stone on a stone, But they would have the rabbit out of hiding, To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean, No one has seen them made or heard them made But at spring mending-time we find them there. I let my neighbour know beyond the hill; And on a day we meet to walk the line And set the wall between us once again. We keep the wall between us as we go. To each the boulders *hat have fallen to each. And some are loaves and some so nearly balls We have to use a spell to make them balance: 'Stay where you are until our backs are turned y We wear our fingers rough with handling them. Oh, just another kind of out-door game, One on a side. It comes to little more: There where it is we do not need the wall: He is all pine and I am apple orchard. My apple trees will never get across And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him. He only says, 'Good fences make good neighbours Spring is the mischief in me, and I wonder If I could put a notion in his head: 'Why do they make good neighbours? Isn't it Where there are cows? But here there are no cows. Before I built a wall I'd ask to know What I was walling in or walling out, And to whom I was like to give offence. Something there is that doesn't love a wall, That wants it down I could say ( EIves' to him, But it's not elves exactly, and I'd rather He said it for himself. I see him there Bringing a stone grasped firmly by the top In each hand, like an old-stone savage armed. He moves in darkness as it seems to me, Not of woods only and the shade of trees. He will not go behind his father's saying, And he likes having thought of it so well He says again, 'Good fences make good neighbours. THE MOUNTAIN he mountain held the town as in a shadow. I saw so much before I slept there once: I noticed that I missed stars in the west, Where its black body cut into the sky. Near me it seemed: I felt it like a wall Behind which I was sheltered from a wind. And yet between the town and it I found, When I walked forth at dawn to see new things, Were fields, a river, and beyond, more fields. The river at the time was fallen away, And made a widespread brawl cobble-stones; But the signs showed what it had done in spring: Good grass-land gullied out, and in the grass Ridges of sand, and driftwood stripped of bark. I crossed the river and swung round the mountain. And there I met a man who moved so slow With white-faced oxen in a heavy cart, It seemed no harm to stop him altogether. 'What town is this?' I asked. 'This? Lunenburg.' Then I was wrong: the town of my sojourn, Beyond the bridge, was not that of the mountain, But only felt at night its shadowy presence. * Where is your village? Very far from here?* There is no village only scattered farms. We were but sixty voters last election. We can't in nature grow to many more: That thing takes all the room!' He moved his goad. The mountain stood there to be pointed at. asture ran up the side a little way, nd then there was a wall of trees with trunks; After that only tops of trees, and cliffs Imperfectly concealed among the leaves. A dry ravine emerged from under boughs Into the pasture. 'That looks like a path. Is that the way to reach the top from here? Not for this morning, but some other time: I must be getting back to breakfast now 'I don't advise your trying from this side. There is no proper path, but those that have Been up, I understand, have climbed from Ladd's. That's five miles back. You can't mistake the place: They logged it there last winter some way up. Td take you, but Fm bound the other way.' You've never climbed it?' I've been on the sides, Deer-hunting and trout-fishing. There's a brook That starts up on it somewhere I've heard say Right on the top, tip-top a curious thing. But what would interest you about the brook, It's always cold in summer, warm in winter. One of the great sights going is to see It steam in winter like an ox's breath, Until the bushes all along its banks Are inch-deep with the frosty spines and bristles You know the kind. Then let the sun shine on it!' 'There ought to be a view around the world From such a mountain if it isn't wooded Clear to the top.' I saw through leafy screens Great granite terraces in sun and shadow, Shelves one could rest a knee on getting up With depths behind him sheer a hundred feet. Or turn and sit on and look out and down, With little ferns in crevices at his elbow. * As to that I can't say. But there's the spring, Right on the summit, almost like a fountain. That ought to be worth seeing If it's there. You never saw it? 'I guess there's no doubt About its being there. I never saw it. It may not be right on the very top: It wouldn't have to be a long way down To have some head of water from above, And a good distance down might not be noticed By anyone who'd come a long way up. One time I asked a fellow climbing it To look and tell me later how it was.' ' What did he say?' 'He said there was a lake Somewhere in Ireland on a mountain top.' 'But a lake's different. What about the spring?' 'He never got up high enough to see. That's why I don't advise your trying this side. He tried this side. I've always meant to go And look myself, but you know how it is: It doesn't seem so much to climb a mountain You've worked around the foot of all your life. What would I do? Go in my overalls, With a big stick, the same as when the cows Haven't come down to the bars at milking lime? Or with a shotgun for a stray black bear? 'Twouldn't seem real to climb for climbing it ' f l shouldn't climb it if I didn't want to Not for the sake of climbing. What's its name^' 'We call it Hor: I don't know if that's right Can one walk around it? Would it be too far?' ( You can drive round and keep in Lunenburg, But it's as much as ever you can do, The boundary lines keep in so close to it. Hor is the township, and the township's Hor And a few houses sprinkled round the foot, Like boulders broken off the upper cliff, Rolled out a little farther than the rest ' Warm in December, cold in June, you say?' 'I don't suppose the water's changed at all. You and I know enough to know it's warm Compared with cold, and cold compared with warm But all the fun's in how you say a thing.' You've lived here all your life?' 'Ever since Hor Was no bigger than a' What, I did not hear. He drew the oxen toward him with light touches Of his slim goad on nose and offside flank, Gave them their marching orders and was moving, A HUNDRED COLLARS Lancaster bore him such a little town, Such a great man. It doesn't see him often Of late years, though he keeps the old homestead And sends the children down there with their mother To run wild in the summer a little wild. Sometimes he joins them for a day or two And sees old friends he somehow can't get near. They meet him in the general store at night, Pre-occupied with formidable mail, Rifling a printed letter as he talks. They seem afraid. He wouldn't have it so: Though a great scholar, he's a democrat, If not at heart, at least on principle. Lately when coming up to Lancaster, His train being late, he missed another train And had four hours to wait at Woodsville Junction After eleven o'clock at night. Too tired To think of sitting such an ordeal out, He turned to the hotel to find a bed. 'No room the night clerk said. 'Unless' Woodsville's a place of shrieks and wandering lamps And cars that shock and rattle and one hotel. 'You say "unless."' 'Unless you wouldn't mind Sharing a room with someone else.' 'Who is it?' man. 'So I should hope. What kind of man?' 'I know him: he's all right. A man's a man. Separate beds, of course, you understand.' The night clerk blinked his eyes and dared him on. Who's that man sleeping in the office chair? Has he had the refusal of my chance?' 'He was afraid of being robbed or murdered. What do you say?' Til have to have a bed.' The night clerk led him up three flights of stairs And down a narrow passage full of doors, At the last one of which he knocked and entered. 'Lafe, here's a fellow wants to share your room.' 'Show him this way. I'm not afraid of him. I'm not so drunk I can't take care of myself.' The night clerk clapped a bedstead on the foot. 'This will be yours. Good-night,' he said, and went 'Lafe was the name, I think?' 'Yes, Layfayette. You got it the first time. And yours?' 'Magoon,. Doctor Magoon.' 'A Doctor?' 'Well, a teacher'' 'Professor Square-the-circle-till-you're-tired? Hold on, there's something I don't think of now That I had on my mind to ask the first Man that knew anything I happened in with. I'll ask you later don't let me forget it.' The Doctor looked at Lafe and looked away. A man? A brute. Naked above the waist, He sat there creased and shining in the light, Fumbling the buttons in a well-starched shirt: 'I'm moving into a size-larger shirt. I've felt mean lately; mean's no name for it. I just found what the matter was to-night: I've been a-choking like a nursery tree When it outgrows the wire band of its name tag. I blamed it on the hot spell we've been having. 'Twas nothing but my foolish hanging back, Not liking to own up I'd grown a size. Number eighteen this is. What size do you wear?' The Doctor caught his throat convulsively. v Oh ah fourteen fourteen. ' 'Fourteen! You say so! I can remember when I wore fourteen. And come to think I must have back at home More than a hundred collars, size fourteen. Too bad to waste them all. You ought to have them. They're yours and welcome; let me send them to you. What makes you stand there on one leg like that? You're not much furtherer than where Kike left you. You act as if you wished you hadn't come. Sit down or lie down, friend; you make me nervous The Doctor made a subdued dash for it, And propped himself at bay against a pillow. 'Not that way, with your shoes on Kike's white bed You can't rest that way. Let me pull your shoes off.' 'Don't touch me, please I say, don't touch me, please. I'll not be put to bed by you, my man.' 'Just as you say. Have it your own way then. "My man" is it? You talk like a professor. Speaking of who's afraid of who, however, I'm thinking I have more to lose than you If anything should happen to be wrong. Who wants to cut your number fourteen throat I Let's have a show down as an evidence Of good faith. There is ninety dollars. Come, if you're not afraid f Tm not afraid. There's five: that's all I carry.' can search you? Where are you moving over to? Stay still. You'd better tuck your money under you And sleep on it the way I always do When I'm with people I don't trust at night.' 'Will you believe me if I put it there Right on the counterpanethat I do trust you?' 'You'd say so, Mister Man. I'm a collector. My ninety isn't mine you won't think that. I pick it up a dollar at a time All round the country for the Weekly News, Published in Bow. You know the Weekly News?' 'Known it since I was young.' 'Then you know me. Now we are getting on together talking. I'm sort of Something for it at the front. My business is to find what people want: They pay for it, and so they ought to have it. Fairbanks, he says to mehe's editor "Feel out the public sentiment" he says. A good deal comes on me when all is said. The only trouble is we disagree In politics: I'm Vermont Democrat You know what that is, sort of double-dyed; The News has always been Republican. Fairbanks, he says to me, "Help us this year," Meaning by us their ticket. "No," I says, "I can't and won't. You've been in long enough: It's time you turned around and boosted us. You'll have to pay me more than ten a week If Fm expected to elect Bill Taft. I doubt if I could do it anyway." ' You seem to shape the paper's policy * You see I'm in with everybody, know 'em all. I almost know their farms as well as they do ' You drive around? It must be pleasant work It's business, but I can't say it's not fun. What I like best's the lay of different farms, Coming out on them from a stretch of woods, Or over a hill or round a sudden corner. I like to find folks getting out in spring, Raking the dooryard, working near the house. Later they get out further in the fields. Everything's shut sometimes except the barn; The family's all away in some back meadow. There's a hay load a-coming when it comes. And later still they all get driven in: The fields are stripped to lawn, the garden patches Stripped to bare ground, the maple trees To whips and poles. There's nobody about. The chimney, though, keeps up a good brisk smoking. And I lie back and ride. I take the reins Only when someone's coming, and the mare Stops when she likes: I tell her when to go. I've spoiled Jemima in more ways than one. She's got so she turns in at every house As if she had some sort of curvature, No matter if I have no errand there. She thinks I'm sociable. I maybe am. It's seldom I get down except for meals, though. Folks entertain me from the kitchen doorstep, All in a family row down to the youngest.' 'One would suppose they might not be as glad To see you as you are to see them 'Oh, Because I want their dollar? I don't want Anything they've not got. I never dun. I'm there, and they can pay me if they like. I go nowhere on purpose: I happen by. Sorry there is no cup to give you a drink. I drink out of the bottle not your style. Mayn't I offer you?' 'No, no, no, thank you 'Just as you say. Here's looking at you then. And now I'm leaving you a little while. You'll rest easier when I'm gone, perhaps Lie down let yourself go and get some sleep. Bnt first let's see what was I going to ask you? Those collars who shall I address them to, Suppose you aren't awake when I come back?' * Really, friend, I can't let you. You may need them.* 'Not till I shrink, when they'll be out of style.' 'But really I I have so many collars.' 'I don't know who I rather would have have them. They're only turning yellow where they are. But you're the doctor as the saying is. I'll put the light out. Don't you wait for me: I've just begun the night. You get some sleep. I'll knock so-fashion and peep round the door When I come back so you'll know who it is. There's nothing I'm afraid of like scared people. I don't want you should shoot me in the head. What am I doing carrying off this bottle? There now, you get some sleep He shut the door. The Doctor slid a little down the pillow. Against the lounge beside it, though I doubt If such unlifelike lines kept power to stir Anything in her after all the years. He fell at Gettysburg or Fredericksburg, I ought to know it makes a difference which: Fredericksburg wasn't Gettysburg, of course. But what I'm getting to is how forsaken A little cottage this has always seemed; Since she went more than ever, but before I don't mean altogether by the lives That had gone out of it, the father first, Then the two sons, till she was left alone. (Nothing could draw her after those two sons. She valued the considerate neglect She had at some costtaught them after years.) I meanby the woilZ^'sJhiayjngpasscd it by"" As we^almost got by this afternoon^ It always seems to me a sort of mark To measure how far fifty years have brought us. Why not sit down if you are in no haste? These doorsteps seldom have a visitor. The warping boards pull out their own old nails With none to tread and put them in their place. She had her own idea of things, the old lady. And she liked talk. She had seen Garrison And Whittier, and had her story of them. One wasn't long in learning that she thought Whatever else the Civil War was for, It wasn't just to keep the States together, Nor just to free the slaves, though it did both. She wouldn't have believed those ends enough To have given outright for them all she gave. Her giving somehow touched the principle That all men are created free and equal. And to hear her quaint phrasesso removed From the world's view to-day of all those things. That's a hard mystery of Jefferson's. What did he mean? Of course the easy way Is to decide it simply isn't true. It may not be. I heard a fellow say so. But never mind, the Welshman got it planted Where it will trouble us a thousand years. Each age will have to reconsider it. You couldn't tell her what the West was saying, And what the South to her serene belief. She had some art of hearing and yet not Hearing the latter wisdom of the world. White was the only race she ever knew. Black she had scarcely seen, and yellow never. But how could they be made so very unlike By the same hand working in the same stuff? She had supposed the war decided that. What are you going to do with such a person? Strange how such innocence gets its own way. I shouldn't be surprised if in this world It were the force that would at last prevail. Do you know but for her there was a time When to please younger members of the church, Or rather say non-members in the church, Whom we all have to think of nowadays, I would have changed the Creed a very little? Not that she ever had to ask me not to; It never got so far as that; but the bare thought Of her old tremulous bonnet in the pew, And of her half asleep was too much for me. Why, I might wake her up and startle her. It was the words "descended into Hades' ' That seemed too pagan to our liberal youth. You know they suffered from a general onslaught. And well, if they weren't true why keep right on Saying them like the heathen? We could drop them. Only there was the bonnet in the pew. Such a phrase couldn't have meant much to her. But suppose she had missed it from the Creed As a child misses the unsaid Good-night, And falls asleep with heartache how should I feel? Fm just as glad she made me keep hands off, For, dear me, why abandon a belief Merely because it ceases to be true. Cling to it long enough, and not a doubt It will turn true again, for so it goes. Most of the change we think we see in life Is due to truths being in and out of favour. As I sit here, and oftentimes, I wish I could be monarch of a desert land I could devote and dedicate forever To the truths we keep coming back and back to. So desert it would have to be, so walled By mountain ranges half in summer snow, No one would covet it or think it worth The pains of conquering to force change on. Scattered oases where men dwelt, but mostly Sand dunes held loosely in tamarisk Blown over and over themselves in idleness. Sand grains should sugar in the natal dew The babe born to the desert, the sand storm Retard mid-waste my cowering caravans- There are bees in this wall. He struck the clapboards, Fierce heads looked out; small bodies pivoted. We rose to go. Sunset blazed on the windows. BLUEBERRIES You ought to have seen what I saw on my way To the village, through Patterson's pasture to-day: Blueberries as big as the end of your thumb, Real sky-blue, and heavy, and ready to drum In the cavernous pail of the first one to come! And all ripe together, not some of them green And some of them ripe! You ought to have seenP 'I don't know what part of the pasture you mean.' < You know where they cut off the woods let me see~ It was two years ago or no! can it be No longer than that? and the following fall The fire ran and burned it all up but the wall.' 'Why, there hasn't been time for the bushes to grow % That's always the way with the blueberries, though: There may not have been the ghost of a sign Of them anywhere under the shade of the pine, But get the pine out of the way, you may burn The pasture all over until not a fern Or grass-blade is left, not to mention a stick, And presto, they're up all around you as thick And hard to explain as a conjuror's trick 'It must be on charcoal they fatten their fruit. I taste in them sometimes the flavour of soot. And after all really they're ebony skinned: The blue's but a mist from the breath of the wind, A tarnish that goes at a touch of the hand, And less than the tan with which pickers are tanned 'Does Patterson know what he has, do you think?' 'He may and not care and so leave the chewink To gather them for him you know what he is. He won't make the fact that they're rightfully his An excuse for keeping us other folk out 'I wonder you didn't see Loren about.' 'The best of it was that I did. Do you know, [ was just getting through what the field had to show And over the wall and into the road, When who should come by, with a democrat-load Of all the young chattering Lorens alive, But Loren, the fatherly, out for a drive 'He saw you, then? What did he do? Did he frown?' 'He just kept nodding his head up and down. You know how politely he always goes by. But he thought a big thought I could tell by his eye Which being expressed, might be this in effect: !< I have left those there berries, I shrewdly suspect, To ripen too long. I am greatly to blame." ' 'He's a thriftier person than some I could name 'He seems to be thrifty; and hasn't he need, With the mouths of all those young Lorens to feed? He has brought them all up on wild berries, they say, Like birds. They store a great many away. They eat them the year round, and those they don't eat They sell in the store and buy shoes for their feet 'Who cares what they say? It's a nice way to live, Just taking what Nature is willing to give, Not forcing her hand with harrow and plow.' 'I wish you had seen his perpetual bow And the air of the youngsters! Not one of them turned, And they looked so solemn-absurdly concerned 'I wish I knew half what the flock of them know Of where all the berries and other things grow, Cranberries in bogs and raspberries on top Of the boulder-strewn mountain, and when they will crop. I met them one day and each had a flower Stuck into his berries as fresh as a shower; Some strange kindthey told me it hadn't a name Tve told you how once not long after we came, I almost provoked poor Loren to mirth By going to him of all people on earth To ask if he knew any fruit to be had For the picking. The rascal, he said he'd be glad To tell if he knew. But the year had been bad. There had been some berries but those were all gone. He didn't say where they had been. He went on: "I'm sure I'm sure" as polite as could be. He spoke to his wife in the door, "Let me see, Mame, we don't know any good berrying place?" It was all he could do to keep a straight face.' 'If he thinks all the fruit that grows wild is for him, He'll find he's mistaken. See here, for a whim, We'll pick in the Pattersons' pasture this year. We'll go in the morning, that is, if it's clear, And the sun shines out warm: the vines must be wet. It's so long since I picked I almost forget How we used to pick berries: we took one look round. Then sank out of sight like trolls underground, And saw nothing more of each other, or heard, Unless when you said I was keeping a bird Away from its nest, and I said it was you. "Well, one of us is." For complaining it flew Around and around us. And then for a while We picked, till I feared you had wandered a mile, And I thought I had lost you. I lifted a shout Too loud for the distance you were, it turned out, For when you made answer, your voice was as low fas talking you stood up beside me, you know ( We ska'n't have the place to ourselves to enjoy Not likely, when all the young Lorens deploy. They'll be there lo-morrow, or even to-night. They won't be too friendly they may be polite To people they look on as having no right To pick where they're picking. But we won't com- plain. You ought to have seen how it looked in the rain, The fruit mixed with water in layers of leaves, Like two kinds of jewels, a vision for thieves.' A SERVANT TO SERVANTS I didn't make you know how glad I was To have you come and camp here on our land. I promised myself to get down some day And see the way you lived, but I don't know! With a houseful of hungry men to feed I guess you'd find. ... It seems to me I can't express my feelings any more Than I can raise my voice or want to lift My hand (oh, I can lift it when I have to). Did ever you feel so? I hope you never. It's got so I don't even know for sure Whether I am glad, sorry, or anything. There's nothing but a voice-like left inside That seems to tell me how I ought to feel, And would feel if I wasn't all gone wrong. You take the lake. I look and look at it. I see it's a fair, pretty sheet of water. I stand and make myself repeat out loud The advantages it has, so long and narrow, Like a deep piece of some old running river Cut short off at both ends. It lies five miles Straight away through the mountain notch From the sink window where I wash the plates, And all our storms come up toward the house, Drawing the slow waves whiter and whiter and whiter. It took my mind off doughnuts and soda biscuit To step outdoors and take the water dazzle A sunny morning, or take the rising wind About my face and body and through my wrapper, When a storm threatened from the Dragon's Den, And a cold chill shivered across the lake. I see it's a fair, pretty sheet of water, Our Willoughby! How did you hear of it? I expect, though, everyone's heard of it. In a book about ferns? Listen to that! You let things more like feathers regulate Your going and coming. And you like it here? I can see how you might. But I don't know! It would be different if more people came, For then there would be business. As it is, The cottages Len built, sometimes we rent them, Sometimes we don't. We've a good piece of shore That ought to be worth something, and may yet. But I don't count on it as much as Len. He looks on the bright side of everything, Including me. He thinks I'll be all right With doctoring. But it's not medicine- Lowe is the only doctor's dared to say so- ft's rest I want there, I have said it out From cooking meals for hungry hired men And washing dishes after them from doing Things over and over that just won't stay done. By good rights I ought not to have so much Put on me, but there seems no other way. Len says one steady pull more ought to do it. He says the best way out is always through. And I agree to that, or in so far As that I can see no way out but through Leastways for me and then they'll be convinced. It's not that Len don't want the best for me. It was his plan our moving over in Beside the lake from where that day I showed you We used to live ten miles from anywhere. We didn't change without some sacrifice, But Len went at it to make up the loss. His work's a man's, of course, from sun to sun, But he works when he works as hard as I do- Though there's small profit in comparisons. (Women and men will make them all the same. ) But work ain't all. Len undertakes too much. He's into everything in town. This year It's highways, and he's got too many men Around him to look after that make waste. They take advantage of him shamefully, And proud, too, of themselves for doing so. We have four here to board, great good-for-nothings, Sprawling about the kitchen with their talk While I fry their bacon. Much they care! No more put out in what they do or say Than if I wasn't in the room at all. Coming and going all the time, they are: I don't learn what their names are, let alone Their characters, or whether they are safe To have inside the house with doors unlocked. Fm not afraid of them, though, if they're not Afraid of me. There's two can play at that. I have my fancies: it runs in the family. My father's brother wasn't right. They kept him Locked up for years back there at the old farm. I've been away once yes, IVe been away. The State Asylum. I was prejudiced; I wouldn't have sent anyone of mine there; You know the old ideathe only asylum Was the poorhouse, and those who could afford, Rather than send their folks to such a place, Kept them at home; and it does seem more human. But it's not so: the place is the asylum. There they have every means proper to do with, And you aren't darkening other people's lives- Worse than no good to them, and they no good To you in your condition; you can't know Affection or the want of it in that state. I've heard too much of the old-fashioned way. My father's brother, he went mad quite young. Some thought he had been bitten by a dog, Because his violence took on the form Of carrying his pillow in his teeth; But it's more likely he was crossed in love, Or so the story goes. It was some girl. Anyway all he talked about was love. They soon saw he would do someone a mischief If he wa'n't kept strict watch of, and it ended In father's building him a sort of cage, Or room within a room, of hickory poles, Like stanchions in the barn, from floor to ceiling. A narrow passage all the way around. Anything they put in for furniture He'd tear to pieces, even a bed to lie on. So they made the place comfortable with straw, Like a beast's stall, to ease their consciences. Of course they had to feed him without dishes. They tried to keep him clothed, but he paraded With his clothes on his arm all of his clothes. Cruelit sounds. I 'spose they did the best They knew. And just when he was at the height, Father and mother married, and mother came, A bride, to help take care of such a creature, And accommodate her young life to his. That was what marrying father meant to her. She had to lie and hear love things made dreadful By his shouts in the night. He'd shout and shout Until the strength was shouted out of him, And his voice died down slowly from exhaustion. He'd pull his bars apart like bow and bowstring, And let them go and make them twang until His hands had worn them smooth as any oxbow. And then he'd crow as if he thought that child's play The only fun he had. I've heard them say, though, They found a way to put a stop to it. He was before my time I never saw him; But the pen stayed exactly as it was There in the upper chamber in the ell, A sort of catch-all full of attic clutter. I often think of tJig^nioathJiickof.y, bars. It got so I would say you know, half fooling 'It's time I took my turn upstairs in jail' Just as you will till it becomes a habit. No wonder L was glad to get away. Mind you, I waited till Len said the word. I didn't want the blame if things went wrong. I was glad though ; no end, when we moved out, And I looked to be happy, and I was, As I said, for a while but I don't know! Somehow the change wore out like a prescription. And there's more to it than just window-views And living by a lake. I'm past such help Unless Len took the notion, which he won't, And I won't ask himit's not sure enough. I 'spose I've got to go the road Fm going: Other folks have to, and why shouldn't I? T almost think if I could do like you, Drop everything and live out on the ground- But it might be, come night, I shouldn't like it, Or a long rain. I should soon get enough, And be glad of a good roof overhead. Fve lain awake thinking of you, Fll warrant, More than you have yourself, some of these nights. The wonder was the tents weren't snatched away From over you as you lay in your beds. I haven't courage for a risk like that. Bless you, of course, you're keeping me from work, But the thing of it is, I need to be kept. There's work enough to do there's always that; But behind' s behind. The worst that you can do Is set me back a little more behind. I sha'n't catch up in this world, anyway. I'd rather you'd not go unless you must. AFTER APPLE-PICKING IVly long two-pointed ladder 's sticking through a tree Toward heaven still, And there's a barrel that I didn't fill Beside it, and there may be two or three Apples I didn't pick upon some bough. But I am done with apple-picking now. Essence of winter sleep is on the night, The scent of apples: I am drowsing off. I cannot rub the strangeness from my sight I got from looking through a pane of glass I skimmed this morning from the drinking trough And held against the world of hoary grass. It melted, and I let it fall and break. But I was well Upon my way to sleep before it fell, And I could tell What form my dreaming was about to take. Magnified apples appear and disappear, Stem end and blossom end, And every fleck of russet showing clear. My instep arch not only keeps the ache, It keeps the pressure of a ladder-round. I feel the ladder sway as the boughs bend. And I keep hearing from the cellar bin The rumbling sound Of load on load of apples coming in. For I have had too much Of apple-picking: I am overtired Of the great harvest I myself desired. There were ten thousand thousand fruit to touch, Cherish in hand, lift down, and not let fall. For all That struck the earth, No matter if not bruised or spiked with stubble, Went surely to the cider-apple heap As of no worth. One can see what will trouble This sleep of mine, whatever sleep itj. Were he not gone, The woodchuck could say whether it's like his Long sleep, as I describe its coming on, Or just some human sleep. THE CODE here were three in the meadow by the brook Gathering up windrows, piling cocks of hay, With an eye always lifted toward the west Where an irregular sun-bordered cloud Darkly advanced with a perpetual dagger Flickering across its bosom. Suddenly One helper, thrusting pitchfork in the ground, Marched himself off the field and home. One stayed. The town-bred farmer failed to understand. * What is there wrong?' 'Something you just now said ' What did I say?' * About our taking pains 'To cock the hay? because it's going to shower? I said that more than half an hour ago. I said it to myself as much as you 'You didn't know. But James is one big fool. He thought you meant to find fault with his work. That's what the average farmer would have meant. James would take time, of course, to chew it over Before he acted: he's just got round to act 'He is a fool if that's the way he takes me.' 'Don't let it bother you. You've found out something The hand that knows his business won't be told To do work better fasterthose two things. I'm as particular as anyone: Most likely I'd have served you just the same. But I know you don't understand our ways. You were just talking what was in your mind, What was in all our minds, and you weren't hinting. Tell you a story of what happened once: I was up here in Salem at a man's Named Sanders with a gang of four or five Doing the haying. No one liked the boss. He was one of the kind sports call a spider, All wiry arms and legs that spread out wavy From a humped body nigh as big's a biscuit But work! that man could work, especially If by so doing he could get more work Out of his hired help. I'm not denying He was hard on himself. I couldn't find That he kept any hours not for himself. Daylight and lantern-light were one to him: I've heard him pounding in the barn all night. But what he liked was someone to encourage. Them that he couldn't lead he'd get behind And drive, the way you can, you know, in mowing- Keep at their heels and threaten to mow their legs off I'd seen about enough of his bulling tricks (We call that bulling). I'd been watching him. So when he paired off with me in the hayfield To load the load, thinks I, Look out for trouble. I built the load and topped it off; old Sanders Combed it down with a rake and says, "O. K." Everything went well till we reached the barn With a big jag to empty in a bay. You understand that meant the easy job For the man up on top of throwing down The hay and rolling it off wholesale, Where on a mow it would have been slow lifting. You wouldn't think a fellow'd need much urging Under those circumstances, would you now? But the old fool seizes his fork in both hands, And looking up bewhiskered out of the pit, Shouts like an army captain, "Let her come!" Thinks I, D'ye mean it? " What was that you said?" I asked out loud, so's there'd be no mistake, "Did you say, Let her come?" "Yes, let her come." He said it over, but he said it softer. Never you say a thing like that to a man, Not if he values what he is. God, I'd as soon Murdered him as left out his middle name. Fd built the load and knew right where to find it. Two or three forkfuls I picked lightly round for Like meditating, and then I just dug in And dumped the rackful on him in ten lots. I looked over the side once in the dust And caught sight of him treading- water-like, Keeping his head above. "Damn ye," I says, "That gets ye!" He squeaked like a squeezed rat. That was the last I saw or heard of him. I cleaned the rack and drove out to cool off. As I sat mopping hayseed from my neck, And sort of waiting to be asked about it, One of the boys sings out, " Where's the old man?" "I left him in the barn under the hay. If ye want him, ye can go and dig him out." They realized from the way I swobbed my neck More than was needed something must be up. They headed for the barn; I stayed where I was. They told me afterward. First they forked hay, A lot of it, out into the barn floor. Nothing! They listened for him. Not a rustle. I guess they thought I'd spiked him in the temple Before I buried him, or I couldn't have managed. They excavated more. "Go keep his wife Out of the barn." Someone looked in a window, And curse me if he wasn't in the kitchen Slumped way down in a chair, with both his feet Against the stove, the hottest day that summer. He looked so clean disgusted from behind There was no one that dared to stir him up, Or let him know that he was being looked at. Apparently I hadn't buried him (I may have knocked him down); but my just trying To bury him had hurt his dignity. He had gone to the house so's not to meet me. He kept away from us all afternoon. We tended to his hay. We saw him out After a while picking peas in his garden: He couldn't keep away from doing something.' * Weren't you relieved to find he wasn't dead?' No! and yet I d'jn't know it's hard to say, I went about to kill him fair enough.' ' You took an awkward way. Did he discharge you? Discharge me? No! He knew I did just right THE GENERATIONS OF MEN A. governor it was proclaimed this time, When all who would come seeking in Hampshire Ancestral memories might come together. And those of the name Stark gathered in Bow, A rock-strewn town where farming has fallefrofl, And sprout-lands flourish where the axe has gone. Someone had literally run to earth In an old cellar hole in a by-road The origin of all the family there. Thence they were sprung, so numerous a tribe That now not all the houses left in town Made shift to shelter them without the help Of here and there a tent in grove and orchard. They were at Bow, but that was not enough: Nothing would do butthey must fix a day To stand together on the crater's verge That turned them on the world, and try to fathom The past and get some strangeness out of it. But rain spoiled all. The day began uncertain, With clouds low trailing and moments of rain that misted. The young folk held some hope out to each other Till well toward noon when the storm settled down With a swish in the grass. 'What if the others Are there they said. 'It isn't going to rain Only one from a farm not far away Strolled thither, not expecting he would find Anyone else, but out of idleness. One, and one other, yes, for there were two. The second round the curving hillside road Was a girl; and she halted some way off To reconnoitre, and then made up her mind At least to pass by and see who he was, And perhaps hear some word about the weather. This was some Stark she didn't know. He nodded. 'No fete to-day he said. 'It looks that way She swept the heavens, turning on her heel. 'I only idled down 'I idled down Provision there had been for just such meeting Of stranger cousins, in a family tree Drawn on a sort of passport with the branch Of the one bearing it done in detail- Some zealous one's laborious device. She made a sudden movement toward her bodice, As one who clasps her heart. They laughed together. 'Stark?' he inquired. 'No matter for the proof 'Yes, Stark. And you?' Tm Stark.' He drew his passport. ( You know we might not be and still be cousins: The town is full of Chases, Lowes, and Baileys, All claiming some priority in Starkness. My mother was a Lane, yet might have married Anyone upon earth and still her children Would have been Starks, and doubtless here to-day.' ( You riddle with your genealogy Like a Viola. I don't follow you *I only mean my mother was a Stark Several times over, and by marrying father No more than brought us back into the name 'One ought not to be thrown into confusion By a plain statement of relationship, But I own what you say makes my head spin. You take my card you seem so good at such things And see if you can reckon our cousinship. Why not take seats here on the cellar wall And dangle feet among the raspberry vines?* 'Under the shelter of the family tree 'Just so that ought to be enough protection 'Not from the rain. I think it's going to rain 'It's raining 'No, it's misting; let's be fair. Does the rain seem to you to cool the eyes?' The situation was like this: the road Bowed outward on the mountain half-way up, And disappeared and ended not far off. No one went home that way. The only house Beyond where they were was a shattered secdpod. And below roared a brook hidden in trees, The sound of which was silence for the place. This he sat listening to till she gave judgment. 'On father's side, it seems, we're let me see' 'Don't be too technical. You have three cards.' Tour cards, one yours, three mine, one for each branch Of the Stark family I'm a member of.' 'D'you know a person so related to herself Is supposed to be mad.' *I may be mad < You look so, sitting out here in the rain Studying genealogy with me You never saw before. What will we come to With all this pride of ancestry, we Yankees? I think we're all mad. Tell me why we're here Drawn into town about this cellar hole Like wild geese on a lake before a storm? What do we see in such a hole, I wonder 'The Indians had a myth of Chicamoztoc, Which means The Seven Caves that We Came out ot. This is the pit from which we Starks were digged 'You must be learned. That's what you see in it?' 'And what do you see?' ' Yes, what do I see? First let me look. I see raspberry vines' 'Oh, if you're going to use your eyes, just hear What see. It's a little, little boy, As pale and dim as a match flame in the sun; He's groping in the cellar after jam, He thinks it's dark and it's flooded with daylight 'He's nothing. Listen. When I lean like this I can make out old Grandsir Stark distinctly, With his pipe in his mouth and his brown jug- Bless you, it isn't Grandsir Stark, it's Granny, But the pipe's there and smoking and the jug. She's after cider, the old girl, she's thirsty; Here's hoping she gets her drink and gets out safely 'Tell me about her. Does she look like me? 'She should, shouldn't she, you're so many times Over descended from her. I believe She does look like you. Stay the way you are. The nose is just the same, and so's the chin- Making allowance, making due allowance.' 'You poor, dear, great, great, great, great Granny!' 'See that you get her greatness right. Don't stint her ' Yes, it's important, though you think it isn't. I won't be teased. But see how wet I am.' Yes, you must go; we can't stay here for ever. But wait until I give you a hand up. A bead of silver water more or less Strung on your hair won't hurt your summer looks I wanted to try something with the noise That the brook raises in the empty valley. We have seen visions now consult the voices. Something I must have learned riding in trains When I was young. I used to use the roar To set the voices speaking out of it, Speaking or singing, and the band-music playing Perhaps you have the art of what I mean. I've never listened in among the sounds That a brook makes in such a wild descent. It ought to give a purer oracle.' 'It's as you throw a picture on a screen: The meaning of it all is out of you; The voices give you what you wish to hear.' 'Strangely, it's anything they wish to give 'Then I don't know. It must be strange enough. I wonder if it's not your make-believe. What do you think you're like to hear to-day?' 'From the sense of our having been together But why take time for what I'm like to hear? I'll tell you what the voices really say. You will do very well right where you are A little longer. I mustn't feel too hurried, Or I can't give myself to hear the voices.' 'Is this some trance you are withdrawing into?' 'You must be very still; you mustn't talk Til hardly breathe 'The voices seem to say' Tin waiting 'Don't! The voices seem to say: Call her Nausicaa, the unafraid Of an acquaintance made adventurously 'I let you say thaton consideration.' 'I don't see very well how you can help it. You want the truth. I speak but by the voices. You sec they know I haven't had your name, Though what a name should matter between us 'I shall suspect-' 'Be good. The voices say: Call her Nausicaa, and take a timber That you shall find lies in the cellar charred Among the raspberries, and hew and shape it For a door-sill or other corner piece In a new cottage on the ancient spot. The life is not yet all gone out of it. And come and make your summer dwelling here, And perhaps she will come., still unafraid, And sit before you in the open door With flowers in her lap until they fade, But not come in across the sacred sill' 'I wonder where your oracle is tending. You can see that there's something wrong with it, Or it would speak in dialect. Whose voice Does it purport to speak in? Not old Grandsir's Nor Granny's, surely. Call up one of them. They have best right to be heard in this place 'You seem so partial to our great-grandmother (Nine times removed. Correct me if I err.) You will be likely to regard as sacred Anything she may say. But let me warn you, Folks in her day were given to plain speaking. You think you'd best tempt her at such a time?' c lt rests with us always to cut her off Well then, it's Granny speaking: "I dunnow! Mebbe I'm wrong to take it as I do. There ain't no names quite like the old ones though, Nor never will be to my way of thinking. One mustn't bear too hard on the new comers, But there's a dite too many of them for comfort. I should feel easier if I could see More of the salt wherewith they're to be salted. Son, you do as you're told! You take the timber- It's as sound as the day when it was cut And begin over" There, she'd better stop. You can see what is troubling Granny, though. But don't you think we sometimes make too much Of the old stock? What counts is the ideals, And those will bear some keeping still about.' 'I can see we are going to be good friends.' 'I like your "going to be." You said just now It's going to rain 'I know, and it was raining. I let you say all that. But I must go now.' * You let me say it? on consideration? How shall we say good-bye in such a case?' 'How shall we?' * Will you leave the way to me?' 'No, I don't trust your eyes. You've said enough. Now give me your hand up. Pick me that flower.' ' Where shall we meet again?' ' No where but here Once more before we meet elsewhere.' 'In rain?' 'It ought to be in rain. Sometime in rain. In rain to-morrow, shall we, if it rains? But if we must, in sunshine.' So she went. THE HOUSEKEEPER let myself in at the kitchen door. It's you she said. 'I can't get up. Forgive mt Not answering your knock. I can no more Let people in than I can keep them out. I'm getting too old for my size, I tell them. My fingers are about all I've the use of So's to take any comfort. I can sew: I help out with this beadwork what I can 'That's a smart pair of pumps you're beading there. Who are they for?' ' You mean? oh, for some miss. I can't keep track of other people's daughters. Lord, if I were to dream of everyone Whose shoes I primped to dance in!' 'And where's John? 'Haven't you seen him? Strange what set you off To come to his house when he's gone to yours. You can't have passed each other. I know what: He must have changed his mind and gone to Gar* land's. He won't be long in that case. You can wait. Though what good you can be, or anyone-- It's gone so far. You've heard? Estelle's run off.' 'Yes, what's it all about? When did she go? 'Two weeks since 'She's in earnest, it appears Tm sure she won't come back. She's hiding some- where. I don't know where myself. John thinks I do. He thinks I only have to say the word, And she'll come back. But, bless you, I'm her mother I can't talk to her, and, Lord, if I could!' 'It will go hard with John. What will he do? He can't find anyone to take her place.' 'Oh, if you ask me that, what will he do? He gets some sort of bakeshop meals together, With me to sit and tell him everything, What's wanted and how much and where it is. But when I'm gone of course I can't stay here: EstenVs to take me when she's settled down. He and I only hinder one another. I tell them they can't get me through the door, though: I've been built in here like a big church organ. We've been here fifteen years.' 'That's a long time To live together and then pull apart. How do you see him living when you're gone? Two of you out will leave an empty house don't just see him living many years, Left here with nothing but the furniture. I hate to think of the old place when we're gonfc, With the brook going by below the yard, And no one here but hens blowing about. If he could sell the place, but then, he can't: No one will ever live on it again. It's too run down. This is the last of it. What I think he will do, is let things smash. He'll sort of swear the time away. He's awful! I never saw a man let family troubles Make so much difference in his man's affairs. He's just dropped everything. He's like a child. I blame his being brought up by his mother. He's got hay down that's been rained on three times. He hoed a little yesterday for me: I thought the growing things would do him good. Something went wrong. I saw him throw the hoe Sky-high with both hands. I can see it now Come here I'll show you in that apple tree. That's no way for a man to do at his age: He's fifty-five, you know, if he's a day.' 'Aren't you afraid of him? What's that gun for?' 'Oh, that's been there for hawks since chicken-time. John Hall touch me! Not if he knows his friends. I'll say that for him ; John's no threatener Like some men folk. No one's afraid of him; All is, he's made up his mind not to stand What he has got to stand.' ' Where is Estelle? Couldn't one talk to her? What does she say? You say you don't know where she is.' v Nor wanttol She thinks if it was bad to live with him, It must be right to leave him.' Which is wrong!' 'Yes, but he should have married her.' 'I know.' J The strain's been too much for her fjl these years: [ can't explain it any other way. It's different with a man, at least with John: He knows he's kinder than the run of men. Better than married ought to be as good As married that's what he has always said. t know the way he's felt but all the same!' wonder why he doesn't marry her And end it.' 'Too late now: she wouldn't have him. He's given her time to think of something else. That's his mistake. The dear knows my interest Has been to keep the thing from breaking up. This is a good home: I don't ask for better. But whenl' ve said, ' ' Why shouldn't they be married*' He'd say, " Why should they?" no more words that that.' 'And after all why should they? John's been fair I take it. What was his was always hers. There was no quarrel about property.' 'Reason enough, there was no property. A friend or two as good as own the farm, Such as it is. It isn't worth the mortgage 'I mean Estelle has always held the purse 'The rights of that are harder to get at. I guess Estelle and I have filled the purse. 'Twas we let him have money, not he us. John's a bad farmer. I'm not blaming him. Take it year in, year out, he doesn't make much. We came here for a home for me, you know, Estelle to do the housework for the board Of both of us. But look how it turns out: She seems to have the housework, and besides Half of the outdoor work, though as for that, He'd say she does it more because she likes it. You see our pretty things are all outdoors. Our hens and cows and pigs are always better Than folks like us have any business with. Farmers around twice as well off as we Haven't as good. They don't go with the farm. One thing you can't help liking about John, He's fond of nice things too fond, some would say. But Estelle don't complain: she's like him there. She wants our hens to be the best there are. You never saw this room before a show, Full of lank, shivery, half-drowned birds In separate coops, having their plumage done. The smell of the wet feathers in the heat! You spoke of John's not being safe to stay with. You don't know what a gentle lot we are: We wouldn't hurt a hen! You ought to see us Moving a flock of hens from place to place. We're not allowed to take them upside down, All we can hold together by the legs. Two at a time's the rule, one on each arm, No matter how far and how many times We have to go ' You mean that's John's idea 'And we live up to it; or I don't know What childishness he wouldn't give way to. He manages to keep the upper hand On his own farm. He's boss. But as to hens: We fence our flowers in and the hens range. Nothing's too good for them. We say it pays. John likes to tell the offers he has had, Twenty for this cock, twenty-five for that. He never takes the money. If they're worth That much to sell, they ' re worth as much to keep. Bless you, it's all expense, though. Reach me down The little tin box on the cupboard shelf, The upper shelf, the tin box. That's the one. Til show you. Here you are 'What's this?' 'Abill- For fifty dollars for one Langshang cock Receipted. And the cock is in the yard 'Not in a glass case, then?' 'He'd need a tall one: He can eat off a barrel from the ground. He's been in a glass case, as you may say, The Crystal Palace, London. He's imported. John bought him, and we paid the bill with beads-* Wampum, I call it. Mind, we don't complain. But you see, don't you, we take care of him.' 'And like it, too. It makes it all the worse 'It seems as if. And that's not all: he's helpless In ways that I can hardly tell you of. Sometimes he gets possessed to keep accounts To see where all the money goes so fast. You know how men will be ridiculous. But it's just fun the way he gets bedeviled If he's untidy now, what will he be?' J It makes it all the worse. You must be blind 'Estelle's the one. You needn't talk to me J Can't you and I get to the root of it? What's the real trouble? What will satisfy her?' "It's as I say; she's turned from him, that's ali 'But why, when she's well off? Is it the neighbours, Being cut off from friends?' < We have our friends. That isn't it. Folks aren't afraid of us 'She's let it worry her. You stood the strain, And you're her mother 'But I didn't always. I didn't relish it along at first. But I got wonted to it. And besides John said I was too old to have grandchildren. But what's the use of talking when it's done? She won't come back it's worse than that she can't. < Why do you speak like that? What do you know? What do you mean? she's done harm to herself?' 'I mean she's marriedmarried someone else 'Oho, oho!' 'You don't believe me 'Yes, I do, Only too well. I knew there must be something! So that was what was back. She's bad, that's all!' 'Bad to get married when she had the chance?' 'Nonsense! See what she's done! But who, but who 'Who'd marry her straight out of such a mess? Say it right out no matter for her mother. The man was found. I'd better name no names. John himself won't imagine who he is 'Then it's all up. I think I'll get away. You'll be expecting John. I pity Estelle; I suppose she deserves some pity, too. You ought to have the kitchen to yourself To break it to him. You may have the job 'You needn't think you're going to get away, John's almost here. I've had my eye on someone Coming down Ryan's Hill. I thought 'twas him. Here he is now. This box! Put it away. And this bill What's the hurry? He'll unhitch 'No, he won't, either. He'll just drop the reins And turn Doll out to pasture, rig and all. She won't get far before the wheels hang up On something there's no harm. See, there he is! My, but he looks as if he must have heard!' John threw the door wide but he didn't enter. 'How are you, neighbour? Just the man I'm after. Isn't it Hell,' he said. 'I want to know. Come out here if you want to hear me talk. Til talk to you, old woman, afterward. I've got some news that maybe isn't news. What are they trying to do to me, these two? 'Do go along with him and stop his shouting She raised her voice against the closing door: "Who wants to hear your news, youdreadful fool?' THE FEAR A lantern light from deeper in the barn Shone on a man and woman in the door And threw their lurching shadows on a house Near by, all dark in every glossy window. A horse's hoof pawed once the hollow floor, And the back of the gig they stood beside Moved in a little. The man grasped a wheel, The woman spoke out sharply, 'Whoa, stand still! I saw it just as plain as a white plate She said, 'as the light on the dashboard ran Along the bushes at the roadside a man's face. You must have seen it too didn't see it. Are you sure' ' Yes, I'm sure!' 'it was a face?' *}oel, Til have to look. I can't go in, I can't, and leave a thing like that unsettled. Doors locked and curtains drawn will make no dif- ference. I always have felt strange when we came home To the dark house after so long an absence, And the key rattled loudly into place Seemed to warn someone to be getting out At one door as we entered at another. What if Fm right, and someone all the time- Don' t hold my arm!' say it's someone passing 'You speak as if this were a travelled road. You forget where we are. What is beyond That he'd be going to or coming from At such an hour of night, and on foot too? What was he standing still for in the bushes?' It's not so very late -it's only dark. There's more in it than you're inclined to say. Did he look like-?' 'He looked like anyone. I'll never rest to-night unless I know. Give me the lantern.' 'You don't want the lantern. She pushed past him and got it for herself. 'You're not to come she said. 'This is my business If the time's come to face it, Fm the one To put it the right way. He'd never dare Listen! He kicked a stone. Hear that, hear that! He's coming towards us. Joel, go in please. Hark! don't hear him now. But please go in 'In the first place you can't make me believe it's-' 'It is or someone else he's sent to watch. And now's the time to have it out with him While we know definitely where he is. Let him get off and he'll be everywhere Around us, looking out of trees and bushes Till I sha'n't dare to set a foot outdoors. And I can't stand it. Joel, let me go!' 'But it's nonsense to think he'd care enough.' ( You mean you couldn't understand his caring. Oh, but you see he hadn't had enough- Joel; I won't I won' t I promise you. We mustn't say hard things. You mustn't either.' Til be the one, if anybody goes! But you give him the advantage with this light. What couldn't he do to us standing here! And if to see was what he wanted, why He has seen all there was to see and gone He appeared to forget to* keep his hold, But advanced with her as she crossed the grass. What do you want?' she cried to all the dark. She stretched up tall to overlook the light That hung in both hands hot against her skirt. 'There's no one; so you're wrong he said. 'There ib. What do you want?' she cried, and then herself Was startled when an answer really came. 'Nothing It came from well along the road. She reached a hand to Joel for support: The smell of scorching woollen made her faint. "What are you doing round this house at night?' 'Nothing.' A pause: there seemed no more to say. And then the voice again: You seem afraid. I saw by the way you whipped up the horse. I'll just come forward in the lantern light And let you see.' 'Yes, do. Joel, go back!' She stood her ground against the noisy steps That came on, but her body rocked a little. 'You see the voice said. 'Oh.' She looked and looked. You don't secI've a child here by the hand. A robber wouldn't have his family with him * What's a child doing at this time of night?' 'Out walking. Every child should have the memory Of at least one long-after-bedtime walk. What, son?' 'Then I should think you'd try to find Somewhere to walk' 'The highway, as it happens- We're stopping for the fortnight down at Dean's.' 'But if that's all Joelyou realize You won't think anything. You understand? You understand that we have to be careful. This is a very, very lonely place. Joel!' She spoke as if she couldn't turn. The swinging lantern lengthened to the ground, It touched, it struck, it clattered and went out. Ill THE WOOD-PILE Out walking in the frozen swamp one grey day, I paused and said, 'I will turn back from here. No, I will go on farther and we shall see The hard snow held me, save where now and then One foot went through. The view was all in lines Straight up and down of tall slim trees Too much alike to mark or name a place by So as to say for certain I was here Or somewhere else: I was just far from home. A small bird flew before me. He was careful To put a tree between us when tye lighted, And say no word to tell me who he was Who was so foolish as to think what he thought. He thought that I was after him for a feather The white one in his tail; like one who takes Everything said as personal to himself. One flight out sideways would have undeceived him. And then there was a pile of wood for which I forgot him and let his little fear Carry him off the way I might have gone, Without so much as wishing him good-night. He went behind it to make his last stand. It was a cord of maple, cut and split And piled and measured, four by four by eight. And not another like it could I see. No runner tracks in this year's snow looped near it. And it was older sure than this year's cutting, Or even last year's or the year's before. The wood was grey and the bark warping off it And the pile somewhat sunken. Clematis Had wound strings round and round it like a bundle, What held it though on one side was a tree Still growing, and on one a stake and prop, These latter about to fall. I thought that only Someone who lived in turning to fresh tasks Could so forget his handiwork on which He spent himself, the labour of his axe, And leave it there far from a useful fireplace To warm the frozen swamp as best it could With the slow smokeless burning of decay. GOOD HOURS I had for my winter evening walk No one at all with whom to talk, But I had the cottages in a row Up to their shining eyes in snow. And I thought I had the folk within: I had the sound of a violin; I had a glimpse through curtain laces Of youthful forms and youthful faces I had such company outward bound. I went till there were no cottages found. I turned and repented, but coming back I saw no window but that was black. Over the snow my creaking feet Disturbed the slumbering village street Like profanation, by your leave. At ten o'clock of a winter eve. Mountain Interval THE ROAD NOT TAKEN wo roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. CHRISTMAS TREES A CHRISTMAS CIRCULAR LETTER The city had withdrawn into itself And left at last the country to the country; When between whirls of snow not come to lie And whirls of foliage not yet laid, there drove A stranger to our yard, who looked the city, Yet did in country fashion in that there He sat and waited till he drew us out A-buttoning coats to ask him who he was. He proved to be the city come again To look for something it had left behind And could not do without and keep its Christmas. He asked if I would sell my Christmas trees; My woods the young fir balsams like a place Where houses all are churches and have spires. I hadn't thought of them as Christmas trees. I doubt if I was tempted for a moment To sell them off their feet to go in cars And leave the slope behind the house all bare, Where the sun shines now no warmer than the moon. I'd hate to have them know it if I was. Yet more I'd hate to hold my trees except As others hold theirs or refuse for them, Beyond the time of profitable growth, The trial by market everything must come to. I dallied so much with the thought of selling. Then whether from mistaken courtesy And fear of seeming short of speech, or whether From hope of hearing good of what was mine, I said, 'There aren't enough to be worth while 'I could soon tell how many they would cut, You let me look them over 'You could look. But don't expect I'm going to let you have them Pasture they spring in, some in clumps too close That lop each other of boughs, but not a few Quite solitary and having equal boughs All round and round. The latter he nodded 'Yes' to, Or paused to say beneath some lovelier one, With a buyer's moderation, 'That would do I thought so too, but wasn't there to say so. We climbed the pasture on the south, crossed over, And came down on the north. He said, 'A thousand 'A thousand Christmas trees! at what apiece? J He felt some need of softening that to me: ' A thousand trees would come to thirty dollars Then I was certain I had never meant To let him have them. Never show surprise! But thirty dollars seemed so small beside The extent of pasture I should strip, three cents (For that was all they figured out apiece), Three cents so small beside the dollar friends I should be writing to within the hour Would pay in cities for good trees like those, Regular vestry-trees whole Sunday Schools Could hang enough on to pick off enough. A thousand Christmas trees I didn't know I had! Worth three cents more to give away than sell As may be shown by a simple calculation. Too bad I couldn't lay one in a letter. I can't help wishing I could send you one, In wishing you herewith a Merry Christmas. AN OLD MAN'S WINTER NIGHT All out of doors looked darkly in at him Through the thin frost, almost in separate stars. That gathers on the pane in empty rooms. What kept his eyes from giving back the gaze Was the lamp tilted near them in his hand. What kept him from remembering the need That brought him to that creaking room was age. He stood with barrels round him at a loss. And having scared the cellar under him In clomping there, he scared it once again In clomping off;- and scared the outer night, Which has its sounds, familiar, like the roar Of trees and crack of branches, common things, But nothing so like beating on a box. A light he was to no one but himself aiHaO ' Where now he sat, concerned with he knew what, A quiet light, and then not even that. He consigned to the moon, such as she was, So late-arising, to the broken moon As better than the sun in any case For such a charge, his snow upon the roof, His icicles along the wall to keep; And slept. The log that shifted with a jolt Once in the stove, disturbed him and he shifted, And eased his heavy breathing, but still slept. One aged manone mancan't keep a house, ! A farm, a countryside, or if he can, It's thus he does it of a winter night. THE TELEPHONE I'vhen I was just as far as I could walk From here to-day, There was an hour All still When leaning with my head against a flower I heard you talk. Don't say I didn't, for I heard you say You spoke from that flower on the window sill- Do you remember what it was you said?' 'First tell me what it was you thought you heard.' ' Having found the flower and driven a bee away, I leaned my head, And holding by the stalk, I listened and I thought I caught the word What was it? Did you call me by my name? Or did you say Someone said "Com^" I heard it as I bowed 'I may have thought as much, but not aloudo ' ' Well, so I came" HYLA BROOK JDy June our brook's run out of song and speed. Sought for much after that, it will be found Either to have gone groping underground (And taken with it all the Hyla breed That shouted in the mist a month ago, Like ghost of sleigh-bells in a ghost of snow) - Or flourished and come up in jewel-weed, Weak foliage that is blown upon and bent Even against the way its waters went. Its bed is left a faded paper sheet Of dead leaves stuck together by the heat A brook to none but who remember long. This as it will be seen is other far Than with brooks taken otherwhere in song. We love the things we love for what they are. THE OVEN BIRD here is a singer everyone has heard, Loud, a mid-summer and a mid- wood bird, Who makes the solid tree trunks sound again. He says that leaves are old and that for flowers Mid-summer is to spring as one to ten. Ke says the early petal-fall is past When pear and cherry bloom went down in showers On sunny days a moment overcast; And comes that other fall we name the fall. He says the highway dust is over all. The bird would cease and be as other birds But that he knows in singing not to sing. The question that he frames in all but words Is what to make of a diminished thing. BOND AND FREE .Love has earth to which she clings With hills and cii cling arms about- Wall within wall to shut fear out. But Thought has need of no such things, For Thought has a pair of dauntless wings. On snow and sand and turf, I see Where Love has left a printed trace With straining in the world's embrace. And such is Love and glad to be. But Thought has shaken his ankles free. Thought cleaves the interstellar gloom And sits in Sirius' disc all night, Till day makes him retrace his flight, With smell of burning on every plume, Back past the sun to an earthly room. His gains in heaven are what they are. Yet some say Love by being thrall And simply staying possesses all In several beauty that Thought fares far To find fused in another star. Small good to anything growing wild, They were crooking many a trillium That had budded before the boughs vere piled And since it was coming up had to come. PUTTING IN THE SEED You come to fetch me from my work to-night When supper's on the table, and we'll see If I can leave off burying the white Soft petals fallen from the apple tree (Soft petals, yes, but not so barren quite, Mingled with these, smooth bean and wrinkled pea;) And go along with you ere you lose sight Of what you came for and become like me, Slave to a springtime passion for the earth. How Love burns through the Putting in the Seed On through the watching for that early birth When, just as the soil tarnishes with weed, The sturdy seedling with arched body comes Shouldering its way and shedding the earth crumbs. A TIME TO TALK I'vhen a friend calls to me from the road And slows his horse to a meaning walk, I don't stand still and look around On all the hills I haven't hoed, And shout from where I am, 'What is it?' No, not as there is a time to talk. thrust my hoe in the mellow ground., Blade-end up and five feet tall, And plod. I go up to the stone wall For a friendly visit. THE COW IN APPLE TIME oomething inspires the only cow of late To make no more of a wall than an open gate, And think no more of wall-builders than fools. Her face is flecked with pomace and she drools A cider syrup. Having tasted fruit, She scorns a pasture withering to the root. She runs from tree to tree where lie and sweeten The windfalls spiked with stubble and worm-eaten. She leaves them bitten when she has to fly. She bellows on a knoll against the sky. Her udder shrivels and the milk goes dry. AN ENCOUNTER Once on the kind of day called < weather breeder When the heat slowly hazes and the sun By its own power seems to be undone, I was half boring through, half climbing through A swamp of cedar. Choked with oil of cedar And scurf of plants, and weary and over-heated, And sorry I ever left the road I knew, I paused and rested on a sort of hook That had me by the coat as good as seated, And since there was no other way to look, Looked up toward heaven, and there against the blue, Stood over me a resurrected tree, A tree that had been down and raised again A barkless spectre. He had halted too, As if for fear of treading upon me. I saw the strange position of his hands Up at his shoulders, dragging yellow strands Of wire with something in it from men to men. You here?' I said. 'Where aren't you nowadays? And what's the news you carry if you know? And tell me where you're off tor Montreal? Me? I'm not off for anywhere at all. Sometimes I wander out of beaten ways Half looking for the orchid Calypso RANGE-FINDING The battle rent a cobweb diamond-strung And cut a flower beside a ground bird's nest Before it stained a single human breast. The stricken flower bent double and so hung. And still the bird revisited her young. A butterfly its fall had dispossessed A moment sought in air his flower of rest, Then lightly stooped to it and fluttering clung. On the bare upland pasture there had spread Overnight 'twixt mullein stalks a wheel of thread And straining cables wet with silver dew. A sudden passing bullet shook it dry. The indwelling spider ran to greet the fly, But finding nothing, sullenly withdrew. THE HILL WIFE LONELINESS Her Word One ought not to have to care So much as you and I Care when the birds come round the house To seem to say good-bye; Or care so much when they come back With whatever it is they sing; The truth being we are as much Too glad for the one thing As we are too sad for the other here With birds that fill their breasts But with each other and themselves And their built or driven nests. HOUSE FEAR Always I tell you this they learned Always at night when they returned To the lonely house from far away To lamps unlighted and fire gone gray, They learned to rattle the lock and key To give whatever might chance to be Warning and time to be off in flight: And preferring the out- to the in-door night, They learned to leave the house-door wide Until they had lit the lamp inside. THE SMILE Her Word I didn't like the way he went away. That smile! It never came of being gay. Still he smileddid you see him? I was sure! Perhaps because we gave htm only bread And the wretch knew from that that we were poor Perhaps because he let us give instead Of seizing from us as he might have seized. Perhaps he mocked at us for being wed, Or being very young (and he was pleased To have a vision of us old and dead). I wonder how far down the road he's got. He's watching from the woods as like as not. THE OFT-REPEATED DREAM She had no saying dark enough For the dark pine that kept Forever trying the window-latch Of the room where they slept. The tireless but ineffectual hands That with every futile pass Made the great tree seem as a little bird Before the mystery of glass! It never had been inside the room, And only one of the two Was afraid in an oft-repeated dream Of what the tree might do. THE IMPULSE It was too lonely for her there, And too wild, And since there were but two of them, And no child, And work was little in the house. She was free, And followed where he furrowed field, Or felled tree. She rested on a log and tossed The fresh chips, With a song only to herself On her lips. And once she went to break a bough Of black alder. She strayed so far she scarcely heard When he called her And didn't answer didn't speak Or return. She stood, and then she ran and hid In the fern. He never found her, though he looked Everywhere, And he asked at her mother's house Vas she there. Sudden and swift and light as that The ties gave, And he learned of finalities Besides the grave. THE BONFIRE , let's go up the hill and scare ourselves, As reckless as the best of them to-night, By setting fire to all the brush we piled With pitchy hands to wait for rain or snow. Oh, let's not wait for rain to make it safe. The pile is ours: we dragged it bough on bough Down dark converging paths between the pines. Let's not care what we do with it to-night. Divide it? No! But burn it as one pile The way we piled it. And let's be the talk Of people brought to windows by a light Thrown from somewhere against their wall-paper. Rouse them all, both the free and not so free With saying what they'd like to do to us For what they'd better wait till we have done. Let's all but bring to life this old volcano, If that is what the mountain ever was And scare ourselves. Let wild fire loose we will . . 'And scare you too?' the children said together. * Why wouldn't it scare me to have a fire Begin in smudge with ropy smoke and know That still, if I repent, I may recall it, But in a moment not: a little spurt Of burning fatness, and then nothing but The fire itself can put it out, and that By burning out, and before it burns out It will have roared first and mixed sparks with stars > And sweeping round it with a flaming sword, Made the dim trees stand back in wider circle- Done so much and I know not how much more I mean it shall not do if I can bind it. Well if it doesn't with its draft bring on A wind to blow in earnest from some quarter, As once it did with me upon an April. The breezes were so spent with winter blowing They seemed to fail the bluebirds under them Short of the perch their languid flight was toward, And my flame made a pinnacle to heaven As I walked once around it in possession. But the wind out of doorsyou know the saying. There came a gust. You used to think the trees Made wind by fanning since you never knew It blow but that you saw the trees in motion. Something or someone watching made that gust. It put the flame tip-down and dabbed the grass Of over- winter with the least tip-touch Your tongue gives salt or sugar in your hand. The place it reached to blackened instantly. The black was almost all there was by day-light, That and the merest curl of cigarette smoke And a flame slender as the hepaticas, Blood-root, and violets so soon to be now. But the black spread like black death on the ground, And I think the sky darkened with a cloud Like winter and evening coming on together. They were enough things to be thought of then. Where the field stretches toward the north And setting sun to Hyla brook, I gave it To flames without twice thinking, where it verges Upon the road, to flames too, though in fear They might find fuel there, in withered brake, Grass its full length, old silver golden-rod, And alder and grape vine entanglement, To leap the dusty deadline. For my own I took what front there was beside. I knelt And thrust hands in and held my face away. Fight such a fire by rubbing not by beating. A board is the best weapon if you have it. I had my coat. And oh, I knew, I knew, And said out loud, I couldn't bide the smother And heat so close in; but the thought of all The woods and town on fire by me, and all The town turned out to fight for me that held me. I trusted the brook barrier, but feared The road would fail; and on that side the fire Died not without a noise of crackling wood Of something more than tinder-grass and weed- That brought me to my feet to hold it back By leaning back myself, as if the reins Were round my neck and I was at the plough, I won! But I'm sure no one ever spread Another color over a tenth the space That I spread coal-black over in the time It took me. Neighbors coming home from town Couldn't believe that so much black had come there While they had backs turned, that it hadn't been there When they had passed an hour or so before Going the other way and they not seen it. They looked about for someone to have done it. But there was no one. I was somewhere wondering Where all my weariness had gone and why I walked so light on air in heavy shoes In spite of a scorched Fourth-of-July feeling. Why wouldn't I be scared remembering that?' 'If it scares you, what will it do to us?' 'Scare you. But if you shrink from being scared, What would you say to war if it should come? That's what for reasons I should like to know If you can comfort me by any answer.' 'Oh, but war's not for childrenit's for men.' 'Now we are digging almost down to China. My dears, my dears, you thought that we all thought it. So your mistake was ours. Haven't you heard, though, About the ships where war has found them out At sea, about the towns where war has come Through opening clouds at night with droning speed Further o'erhead than all but stars and angels, And children in the ships and in the towns? Haven't you heard what we have lived to learn? Nothing so new something we had forgotten: War is for everyone, for children too. I wasn't going to tell you and I mustn't. The best way is to come up hill with me And have our fire and laugh and be afraid THE LAST WORD OF A BLUEBIRD AS TOLD TO A CHILD As I went out a Crow In a low voice said 'Oh ; I was looking for you. How do you do? I just came to tell you To tell Lesley (will you?) That her little Bluebird Wanted me to bring word That the north wind last night That made the stars bright And made ice on the trough Almost made him cough His tail feathers off. He just had to fly! But he sent her Good-bye, And said to be good, And wear her red hood, And look for skunk tracks In the snow with an axe And do everything! And perhaps in the spring He would come back and sing.' 'OUT, he buzz-saw snarled and rattled in the yard And made dust and dropped stove-length sticks of wood, Sweet-scented stuff when the breeze drew across it. And from there those that lifted eyes could count Five mountain ranges one behind the other Under the sunset far into Vermont. And the saw snarled and rattled, snarled and rattled, As it ran light, or had to bear a load. And nothing happened: day was all but done. Call it a day, I wish they might have said To please the boy by giving him the half hour That a boy counts so much when saved from work. His sister stood beside them in her apron To tell them 'Supper.' At the word, the saw, As if to prove saws knew what supper meant, Leaped out at the boy's hand, or seemed to leap- He must have given the hand. However it was, Neither refused the meeting. But the hand! ^ ne boy's first outcry was a rueful laugh, As he swung toward them holding up the hand Half in appeal, but half as if to keep The life from spilling. Then the boy saw ail- Since he was old enough to know, big boy Doing a man's work, though a child at heart- He saw all spoiled. 'Don't let him cut my hand off The doctor, when he comes. Don't let him, sister P So. But the hand was gone already. The doctor put him in the dark of ether. He lay and puffed his lips out with his breath. And then the watcher at his pulse took fright. No one believed. They listened at his heart. Littleless nothing! and that ended it. No more to build on there. And they, since they Were not the one dead, turned to their affairs. BROWN'S DESCENT OR THE WILLY-NILLY SLIDE Drown lived at such a lofty farm That everyone for miles could see His lantern when he did his chores In winter after half-past three. And many must have seen him make His wild descent from there one night, 'Cross lots, 'cross walls, 'cross everything, Describing rings of lantern light. Between the house and barn the gale Got him by something he had on And blew him out on the icy crust That cased the world, and he was gone! Walls were all buried, trees were few: He saw no stay unless he stove A hole in somewhere with his heel. But though repeatedly he strove And stamped and said things to himself, And sometimes something seemed to yield, He gained no foothold, but pursued His journey down from field to field. Sometimes he came with arms outspread Like wings, revolving in the scene Upon his longer axis, and With no small dignity of mien. Faster or slower as he chanced, Sitting or standing as he chose, According as he feared to risk His neck, or thought to spare his clothes, He never let the lantern drop. And some exclaimed who saw afar The figures he described with it, ( I wonder what those signals are Brown makes at such an hour of night! He's celebrating something strange. I wonder if he's sold his farm, Or been made Master of the Grange He reeled, he lurched, he bobbed, he checked; He fell and made the lantern rattle (But saved the light from going out.) So half-way down he fought the battle, Incredulous of his own bad luck. And then becoming reconciled To everything, he gave it up And came down like a coasting child. ' Well-I-be-' that was all he said, As standing in the river road, He looked back up the slippery slope (Two miles it was) to his abode. Sometimes as an authority On motor-cars, Fm asked if I Should say our stock was petered out, And this is my sincere reply: Yankees are what they always were. Don't think Brown ever gave up hope Of getting home again because He couldn't climb that slippery slope; Or even thought of standing there Until the January thaw Should take the polish off the crust. He bowed with grace to natural law, And then went round it on his feet, After the manner of our stock; Not much concerned for those to whom, At that particular time o'clock, It must have looked as if the course He steered was really straight away From that which he was headed for Not much concerned for them, I say; No more so than became a man And politician at odd seasons. I've kept Brown standing in the cold While I invested him with reasons; But now he snapped his eyes three times; Then shook his lantern, saying, He's 'Bout out!' and took the long way home By road, a matter of several miles. THE GUM-GATHERER There overtook me and drew me in To his down-hill, early-morning stride, And set me five miles on my road Better than if he had had me ride, A man with a swinging bag for load And half the bag wound round his hand. We talked like barking above the din Of water we walked along beside. And for my telling him where I'd been And where I lived in mountain land To be coming home the way I was, He told me a little about himself. He came from higher up in the pass Where the grist of the new-beginning brooks Is blocks split off the mountain mass And hopeless grist enough it looks Ever to grind to soil for grass. (The way it is will do for moss.) There he had built his stolen shack. It had to be a stolen shack Because of the fears of fire and loss That trouble the sleep of lumber folk: Visions of half the world burned black And the sun shrunken yellow in smoke. We know who when they come to town Bring berries under the wagon seat, Or a basket of eggs between their feet; What this man brought in a cotton sack Was gum, the gum of the mountain spruce. He showed me lumps of the scented stuff Like uncut jewels, dull and rough. It conies to market golden brown; But turns to pink between the teeth. I told him this is a pleasant life To set your breast to the bark of trees That all your days are dim beneath, And reaching up with a little knife, To loose the resin and take it down And bring it to market when you please. THE LINE-GANG Jriere come the line-gang pioneering by. They throw a forest down less cut than broken. They plant dead trees for living, and the dead They string together with a living thread. They string an instrument against the sky Wherein words whether beaten out or spoken Will run as hushed as when they were a thought. But in no hush they string it: they go past With shouts afar to pull the cable taut, To hold it hard until they make it fast, To ease away they have it. With a laugh, An oath of towns that set the wild at naught They bring the telephone and telegraph. THE VANISHING RED lie is said to have been the last Red Man In Acton. And the Miller is said to have laughed If you like to call such a sound a laugh. But he gave no one else a laughter's license. For he turned suddenly grave as if to say, ' Whose business,if I take it on myself, Whose businessbut why talk round the barn? When it's just that I hold with getting a thing done with. You can't get back and see it as he saw it. It's too long a story to go into now. You'd have to have been there and lived it. Then you wouldn't have looked on it as just a matter Of who began it between the two races. Some guttural exclamation of surprise The Red Man gave in poking about the mill Over the great big thumping shuffling mill-stone Disgusted the Miller physically as coming From one who had no right to be heard from. 'Come, John he said, 'you want to see the wheel pit? > He took him down below a cramping rafter, And showed him, through a manhole in the floor, The water in desperate straits like frantic fish, Salmon and sturgeon, lashing with their tails. Then he shut down the trap door with a ring in it That jangled even above the general noise, And came up stairs alone and gave that laugh, And said something to a man with a meal-sack That the man with the meal-sack didn't catch then. Oh, yes, he showed John the wheel pit all right. SNOW he three stood listening to a fresh access Of wind that caught against the house a moment, Gulped snow, and then blew free again the Coles Dressed, but dishevelled from some hours of sleep, Meserve belittled in the great skin coat he wore. Meserve was first to speak. He pointed backward Over his shoulder with his pipe-stem, saying, * You can just see it glancing off the roof Making a great scroll upward toward the sky, Long enough for recording all our names on. I think Til just call up my wife and tell her I'm here so far and starting on again. I'll call her softly so that if she's wise And gone to sleep, she needn't wake to answer Three times he barely stirred the bell, then listened. 'Why, Lett, still up? Lett, I'm at Cole's. I'm late. I called you up to say Good-night from here Before I went to say Good-morning there. I thought I would. I know, but, Lett I know I could, but what's the sense? The rest won't be So bad. Give me an hour for it. Ho, ho, Three hours to here! But that was all up hill; The rest is down. Why no, no, not a wallow: They kept their heads and took their time to it Like darlings, both of them. They're in the barn. My dear, I'm coming just the same. I didn't Call you to ask you to invite me home. ' He lingered for some word she wouldn't say, Said it at last himself, * Good-night and then Getting no answer, closed the telephone. The three stood in the lamplight round the table With lowered eyes a moment till he said, Til just see how the horses are Yes, do Both the Coles said together. Mrs. Cole Added: ' You can judge better after seeing. I want you here with me, Fred. Leave him here, Brother Meserve. You know to find your way Out through the shed 'I guess I know my way, I guess I know where I can find my name Carved in the shed to tell me who I am If it don't tell me where I am. I used To play' * You tend your horses and come back. Fred Cole, you're going to let him!' 'Well, aren't you: How can you help yourself?' 'I called him Brother. Why did I call him that?' 'It's right enough. That's all you ever heard him called round here. He seems to have lost off his Christian name 'Christian enough I should call that myself. He took no notice, did he? Well, at least I didn't use it out of love of him, The dear knows. I detest the thought of him With his ten children under ten years old. I hate his wretched little Racker Sect, All's ever I heard of it, which isn't much. But that's not saying Look, Fred Cole, it's twelve, Isn't it, now? He's been here half an hour. He says he left the village store at nine. Three hours to do four miles a mile an hour Or not much better. Why, it doesn't seem As if a man could move that slow and move. Try to think what he did with all that time. And three miles more to go!' 'Don't let him go. Stick to him, Helen. Make him answer you. That sort of man talks straight on all his life From the last thing he said himself, stone deaf To anything anyone else may say. I should have thought, though, you could make him hear you 'What is he doing out a night like this? Why can't he stay at home?' 'He had to preach 'It's no night to be out.' 'He may be small, He may be good, but one thing's sure, he's tough. 'And strong of stale tobacco 'He'll pull through.' 'You only say so. Not another house Or shelter to put into from this place To theirs. I'm going to call his wife again.' ' Wait and he may. Let's see what he will do. Let's see if he will think of her again. But then I doubt he's thinking of himself. He doesn't look on it as anything.' 'He shan't go there!' 'It is a night, my dear.' 'One thing: he didn't drag God into it.' 'He don't consider it a case for God.' 'You think so, do you? You don't know the kind. He's getting up a miracle this minute. Privatelyto himself, right now, he's thinking He*!! make a case of it if he succeeds, But keep still if he fails 'Keep still all over. He'll be dead dead and buried 'Such a trouble! Not but I've every reason not to care What happens to him if it only takes Some of the sanctimonious conceit Out of one of those pious scalawags 'Nonsense to that! You want to see him safe "You like the runt 'Don't you a little?' 'Well, I don't like what he's doing, which is what You like, and like him for 'Oh, yes you do. You like your fun as well as anyone; Only you women have to put these airs on To impress men. You've got us so ashamed Of being men we can't look at a good fight Between two boys and not feel bound to stop it. Let the man freeze an ear or two, I say. He's here. I leave him all to you. Go in And save his life. All right, come in, Meserve. Sit down, sit down. How did you find the horses? Tine, fine t And ready for some more? My wife her Says it wont do. You've got to give it up 'Won't you to please me? Please! If I say please? Mr. Meserve, I'll leave it to your wife. What did your wife say on the telephone?' Meserve seemed to heed nothing but the lamp Or something not far from it on the table. By straightening out and lifting a forefinger, He pointed with his hand from where it lay Like a white crumpled spider on his knee: 'That leaf there in your open book! It moved Just then, I thought. It's stood erect like that, There on the table, ever since I came, Trying to turn itself backward or forward, I've had my eye on it to make out which; If forward, then it's with a friend's impatience You see I know to get you on to things It wants to see how you will take, if backward It's from regret for something you have passed And failed to see the good of. Never mind, Things must expect to come in front of us A many times I don't say just how many That varies with the things before we see them. One of the lies would makfe it out that nothing Ever presents itself before us twice. Where would we be at last if that were so? Our very life depends on everything's Recurring till we answer from within. The thousandth time may prove the charm. That leaf! It can't turn either way. It needs the wind's help. But the wind didn't move it if it moved. It moved itself. The wind's at naught in here. It couldn't stir so sensitively poised A thing as that. It couldn't reach the lamp To get a puff of black smoke from the flame, Or blow a rumple in the collie's coat. You make a little foursquare block of air, Quiet and light and warm, in spite of all The illimitable dark and cold and storm, And by so doing give these three, lamp, dog, And book-leaf, that keep near you, their repose; Though for all anyone can tell, repose May be the thing you haven't, yet you give it. So false it is that what we haven't we can't give; So false, that what we always say is true. I'll have to turn the leaf if no one else will. It won't lie down. Then let it stand. Who cares?' shouldn't want to hurry you, Meserve, But if you're going Say you'll stay, you know* But let me raise this curtain on a scene, And show you how it's piling up against you. You see the snow-white through the white of frost? Ask Helen how far up the sash it's climbed Since last we read the gage 'It looks as if Some pallid thing had squashed its features flat And its eyes shut with overeagerness To see what people found so interesting In one another, and had gone to sleep Of its own stupid lack of understanding, Or broken its white neck of mushroom stuff Short off, and died against the window-pane 'Brother Meserve, take care, you'll scare yourself More than you will us with such nightmare talk. It's you it matters to, because it's you Who have to go out into it alone.' 'Let him talk, Helen, and perhaps he'll stay 'Before you drop the curtain I'm reminded: You recollect the boy who came out here To breathe the air one winter had a room Down at the Averys'? Well, one sunny morning After a downy storm, he passed our place And found me banking up the house with snow. And I was burrowing in deep for warmth, Piling it well above the window-sills. The snow against the window caught his eye. "Hey, that's a pretty thought " those were his words. "So you can think it's six feet deep outside, While you sit warm and read up balanced rations. You can't get too much winter in the winter." Those were his words. And he went home and all But banked the daylight out of Avery's windows. Now you and I would go to no such length. At the same time you can't deny it makes It not a mite worse, sitting here, we three, Playing our fancy, to have the snowliiie run So high across the pane outside. There where There is a sort of tunnel in the frost More like a tunnel than a hole way down At the far end of it you see a stir And quiver like the frayed edge of the drift Blown in the wind. I like that I like that. Well, now I leave you, people.' 'Come, Meserve, We thought you were deciding not to go The ways you found to say the praise of comfort And being where you are. You want to stay Til own it's cold for such a fall of snow. This house is frozen brittle, all except This room you sit in. If you think the wind Sounds further off, it's not because it's dying; You're further under in the snow that's all nd feel it less. Hear the soft bombs of dust It bursts against us at the chimney mouth, And at the eaves. I like it from inside More than I shall out in it. But the horses Are rested and it's time to say good-night, And let you get to bed again. Good-night, Sorry I had to break in on your sleep * Lucky for you you did. Lucky for you You had us for a half-way station To stop at. If you were the kind of man Paid heed to women, you'd take my advice And for your family's sake stay where you are. But what good is my saying it over and over? You've done more than you had a right to think You could donoiu. You know the risk you take In going on.' 'Our snow-storms as a rule Aren't looked on as man-killers, and although I'd rather be the beast that sleeps the sleep Under it all, his door sealed up and lost, Than the man fighting it to keep above it, Yet think of the small birds at roost and not In nests. Shall I be counted less than they are? Their bulk in water would be frozen rock In no time out to-night. And yet to-morrow They will come budding boughs from tree to tree Flirting their wings and saying Chickadee, As if not knowing what you meant by the word storm.' 'But why when no one wants you to go on? Your wifeshe doesn't want you to. We don't, And you yourself don't want to. Who else is there?' 'Save us from being cornered by a woman. Well, there's' She told Fred afterward that in The pause right there, she thought the dreaded word Was coming, 'God But no, he only said ' Well, there's the storm. That says I must go on. That wants me as a war might if it came. Ask any man He threw her that as something To last her till he got outside the door. He had Cole with him to the barn to see him off. When Cole returned he found his wife still standing Beside the table near the open book, Not reading it. 'Well, what kind of a man Do you call that?' she said. 'He had the gift Of words, or is it tongues, I ought to say? ; * Was ever such a man for seeing likeness?' 'Ov disregarding people's civil questions What? We've found out in one hour more about him Than we had seeing him pass by in the road A thousand times. If that's the way he preaches! You didn't think you'd keep him after all. Oh, I'm not blaming you. He didn't leave you Much say in the matter, and I'm just as glad We're not in for a night of him. No sleep If he had stayed. The least thing set him going. It's quiet as an empty church without him.' 'But how much better off are we as it is? We'll have to sit here till we know he's safe.' 'Yes, I suppose you'll want to, but I shouldn't. He knows what he can do, or he wouldn't try. Get into bed I say, and get some rest. He won't come back, and if he telephones, It won't be for an hour or two.' ' Well then. We can't be any help by sitting here And living his fight through with him, I suppose.' Cole had been telephoning in the dark. Mrs. Cole's voice came from an inner room: 'Did she call you or you call her?' 'She me. You'd better dress: you won't go back to bed. We must have been asleep: it's three and after 'Had she been ringing long? FI get my wrapper. I want to speak to her 'All she said was, He hadn't come and had he really started 'She knew he had, poor thing, two hours ago 'He had the shovel. He'll have made a fight 'Why did I ever let him leave this house 'Don't begin that. You did the best you could To keep him though perhaps you didn't quite Conceal a wish to see him show the spunk To disobey you. Much his wife'll thank you 'Fred, after all I said! You shan't make out That it was any way but what it was. Did she let on by any word she said She didn't thank me?' 'When I told her "Gone," ll Wdlthcn > shcsaid,and"Wcllthcn"-likcathrcat. And then her voice came scraping slow: "Oh, you, Why did you let him go?" ' 'Asked why we let him? You let me there. Fll ask her why she let him. She didn't dare to speak when he was here Their number's twenty-one? The thing won't work Someone's receiver's down. The handle stumbles. The stubborn thing, the way it jars your arm! It's theirs. She's dropped it from her hand and gone, Try speaking. Say "Hello!" ' 'Hello. Hello 'What do you hear?' 'I hear an empty room You know it sounds that way. And yes, I hear I think I hear a clock and windows rattling. No step though. If she's there she's sitting down 'Shout; she may hear you 'Shouting is no good 'Keep speaking then 'Hello. Hello. Hello. You don't suppose? She wouldn't go out doors?' Tm half afraid that's just what she might do 'And leave the children?' ' Wait and call again. You can't hear whether she has left the door Wide open and the wind's blown out the lamp And the fire's died and the room's dark and cold?' 'One of two things, either she's gone to bed Or gone out doors.' 'In which case both are lost. Do you know what she's like? Have you ever met her? It's strange she doesn't want to speak to us 'Fred, see if you can hear what I hear. Come 'A clock maybe 'Don't you hear something else?' 'Not talking 'No ' Why, yes, I hear what is it?' ' What do you say it is?' 'A baby's crying! Frantic it sounds, though muffled and far off. Its mother wouldn't let it cry like that, Not if she's there * What do you make of it?' there's only one thing possible to make, That is, assuming that she has gone out. Of course she hasn't though.' They both sat down Helpless. 'There's nothing we can do till morning.' 'Fred, I shan't let you think of going out 'Hold on The double bell began to chirp. They started up. Fred took the telephone. 'Hello, Meserve. You're there, then! And your wife? Good! Why I asked she didn't seem to answer. He says she went to let him in the barn. We're glad. Oh, say no more about it, man. Drop in and see us when you're passing.' 'Well, She has him then, though what she wants him for I don't see.' 'Possibly not for herself. Maybe she only wants him for the children 'The whole to-do seems to have been for nothing. What spoiled our night was to him just his fun. What did he come in for? To talk and visit? Thought he'd just call to tell us it was snowing. If he thinks he is going to make our house A half-way coffee house 'twixt town and nowhere' 'I thought you'd feel you'd been too much concerned 'You think you haven't been concerned yourself.' 'If you mean he was inconsiderate To rout us out to think for him at midnight And then take our advice no more than nothing, Why, I agree with you. But let's forgive him. We've had a share in one night of his life. What'll you bet he ever calls again?' THE SOUND OF THE TREES I wonder about the trees. Why do we wish to bear Forever the noise of these More than another noise So close to our dwelling place? We suffer them by the day Till we lose all measure of pace, And fixity in our joys, And acquire a listening air. They are that that talks of going But never gets away; And that talks no less for knowing, As it grows wiser and older, That now it means to stay. My feet tug at the floor And my head sways to my shoulder Sometimes when I watch trees sway, From the window or the door. I shall set forth for somewhere, I shall make the reckless choice Some day when they are in voice And tossing so as to scare The white clouds over them on. I shall have less to say, But I shall be gone. New Hampshire NEW HAMPSHIRE met a lady from the South who said (You won't believe she said it, but she said it): 'None of my family ever worked, or had A thing to sell I don't suppose the work Much matters. You may work for all of me. I've seen the time I've had to work myself. The having anything to sell is what Is the disgrace in man or state or nation. I met a traveller from Arkansas Who boasted of his state as beautiful For diamonds and apples. 'Diamonds And apples in commercial quantities?' I asked him, on my guard. ( Oh yes he answered, Off his. The time was evening in the Pullman. 'I see the porter's made your bed I told him. I met a Californian who would Talk California a state so blessed, He said, in climate, none had ever died there A natural death, and Vigilance Committees Had had to organize to stock the graveyards And vindicate the state's humanity. 'Just the way Steffanson runs on I murmured, 'About the British Arctic. That's what comes Of being in the market with a climate.' I met a poet from another state, A zealot full of fluid inspiration, Who in the name of fluid inspiration, But in the best style of bad salesmanship, Angrily tried to make me write a protest (In verse I think) against the Volstead Act. He didn't even offer me a drink Until I asked for one to steady him. This is called having an idea to sell. It never could have happened in New Hampshire. The only person really soiled with trade I ever stumbled on in old New Hampshire Was someone who had just come back ashamed From selling things in California. He'd built a noble mansard roof with balls On turrets like Constantinople, deep In woods some ten miles from a railroad station, As if to put forever out of mind The hope of being, as we say, received. I found him standing at the close of day Inside the threshold of his open barn, Like a lone actor on a gloomy stage &nd recognized him through the iron grey In which his face was muffled to the eyes As an old boyhood friend, and once indeed A drover with me on the road to Brighton. His farm was 'grounds,' and not a farm at all; His house among the local sheds and shanties Rose like a factor's at a trading station. And he was rich, and I was still a rascal. I couldn't keep from asking impolitely, Where had he been and what had he been doing? How did he get so? (Rich was understood.) In dealing in 'old rags' in San Francisco. Oh it was terrible as well could be. We both of us turned over in our graves. Just specimens is all New Hampshire has, One each of everything as in a show-case Which naturally she doesn't care to sell She had one President (pronounce him Purse, And make the most of it for better or worse. He's your one chance to score against the state), She had one Daniel Webster. He was all The Daniel Webster ever was or shall be. She had the Dartmouth needed to produce him. I call her old. She has one family Whose claim is good to being settled here Before the era of colonization, And before that of exploration even. John Smith remarked them as he coasted by Dangling their legs and fishing off a wharf At the Isles of Shoals, and satisfied himself They weren't Red Indians, but veritable Pre-primitives of the white race, dawn people, Like those who furnished Adam's sons with wives; However uninnocent they may have been In being there so early in our history. They'd been there then a hundred years or more. Pity he didn't ask what they were up to At that date with a wharf already built, And take their name. They've since told me their name- Today an honored one in Nottingham. As for what they were up to more than fishing- Suppose they weren't behaving Puritanly, The hour had not yet struck for being good, Mankind had not yet gone on the Sabbatical. It became an explorer of the deep Not to explore too deep in others' business. Did you but know of him, New Hampshire has. One real reformer who would change the world So it would be accepted by two classes, Artists the minute they set up as artists, Before, that is, they are themselves accepted, And boys the minute they get out of college. I can't help thinking those are tests to go by. And she has one I don't know what to call him, Who comes from Philadelphia every year With a great flock of chickens of rare breeds He wants to give the educational Advantages of growing almost wild Under the watchful eye of hawk and eagle- Dorkings because they're spoken of by Chaucer Sussex because they're spoken of by Herrick. She has a touch of gold. New Hampshire gold You may have heard of it. I had a farm Offered me not long since up Berlin way With a mine on it that was worked for gold; But not gold in commercial quantities. Just enough gold to make the engagement rings And marriage rings of those who owned the farm. What gold more innocent could one have asked for? One of my children ranging after rocks Lately brought home from Andover or Canaan A specimen of beryl with a trace Of radium. I know with radium The trace would have to be the merest trace To be below the threshold of commercial; But trust New Hampshire not to have enough Of radium or anything to sell. A specimen of everything, I said. She has one witch old style. She lives in Colebrook. (The only other witch I ever met Was lately at a cut-glass dinner in Boston. There were four candles and four people present. The witch was young, and beautiful (new style), And open-minded. She was free to question Her gift for reading letters locked in boxes. Why was it so much greater when the boxes Were metal than it was when they were wooden? It made the world seem so mysterious. The S'ciety for Psychical Research Was cognizant. Her husband was worth millions. I think he owned some shares in Harvard College.) New Hampshire used to have at Salem A company we called the White Corpuscles, Whose duty was at any hour of night To rush in sheets and fools* caps where they smelled A thing the least bit doubtfully perscented And give someone the Skipper Ireson's Ride. One each of everything as in a show-case. More than enough land for a specimen You'll say she has, but there there enters in Something else to protect her from herself. There quality makes up for quantity. Not even New Hampshire farms are much for sale. The farm I made my home on in the mountains I had to take by force rather than buy. I caught the owner outdoors by himself Raking up after winter, and I said, I'm going to put you off this farm: I want it * Where are you going to put me? In the road?* Tm going to put you on the farm next to it.' Why won't the farm next to it do for you?' like this better It was really better. Apples? New Hampshire has them, but unsprayed, With no suspicion in stem-end or blossom-end Of vitriol or arsenate of lead, And so not good for anything but cider. Her unpruned grapes are flung like lariats Far up the birches out of reach of man. A state producing precious metals, stones, And writing; none of these except perhaps The precious literature in quantity Or quality to worry the producer About disposing of it. Do you know, Considering the market, there are more Poems produced than any other thing? No wonder poets sometimes have to seem So much more business-like than business men. Their wares are so much harder to get rid of. She's one of the two best states in the Union. Vermont's the other. And the two have been Yoke-fellows in the sap-yoke from of old In many Marches. And they lie like wedges, Thick end to thin end and thin end to thick end, And are a figure of the way the strong Of mind and strong of arm should fit together, One thick where one is thin and vice versa. New Hampshire raises the Connecticut In a trout hatchery near Canada, But soon divides the river with Vermont. Both are delightful states for their absurdly Small townsLost Nation, Bungey, Muddy Boo, Poplin, Still Corners (so called not becaiise The place is silent all day long, nor yet Because it boasts a whisky still because It set out once to be a city and still Is only corners, cross- roads in a wood). And I remember one whose name appeared Between the pictures on a movie screen Election night once in Franconia, When everything had gone Republican And Democrats were sore in need of comfort: Easton goes Democratic, Wilson Hughes . And everybody to the saddest Laughed the loud laugh, the big laugh at the little. New York (five million) laughs at Manchester, Manchester (sixty or seventy thousand) laughs At Littleton (four thousand), Littleton Laughs at Franconia (seven hundred), and Franconia laughs, I fear, -did laugh that night At Easton. What has Easton left to laugh at, And like the actress exclaim, 'Oh my God' at? There's Bungey; and for Bungey there are towns, Whole townships named but without population. Anything I can say about New Hampshire Will serve almost as well about Vermont, Excepting that they differ in their mountains. The Vermont mountains stretch extended straight; New Hampshire mountains curl up in a coil. I had been coming to New Hampshire mountains. And here I am and what am I to say? Here first my theme becomes embarrassing. Emerson said, 'The God who made New Hampshire Taunted the lofty land with little men.' Another Massachusetts poet said, 'I go no more to summer in New Hampshire. IVe given up my summer place in Dublin But when I asked to know what ailed New Hampshire. She said she couldn't stand the people in it, The little men (it's Massachusetts speaking). And when I asked to know what ailed the people, She said, 'Go read your own books and find out.' I may as well confess myself the author Of several books against the world in general. To take them as against a special state Or even nation's to restrict my meaning. I'm what is called a sensibilitist, Or otherwise an environmentalist. I refuse to adapt myself a mite To any change from hot to cold, from wet To dry, from poor to rich, or back again. I make a virtue of my suffering From nearly everything that goes on round me. In other words, I know wherever I am, Being the creature of literature I am, I shall not lack for pain to keep me awake. Kit Marlowe taught me how to say my prayers: 'Why, this is Hell, nor am I out of it Samoa, Russia, Ireland I complain of, No less than England, France and Italy. Because I wrote my novels in New Hampshire Is no proof that I aimed them at New Hampshire. When I left Massachusetts years ago Between two days, the reason why I sought New Hampshire, not Connecticut, Rhode Island, New York, or Vermont was this: Where I was living then, New Hampshire offered The nearest boundary to escape across. I hadn't an illusion in my hand-bag About the people being better there Than those I left behind. I thought they weren't. I thought they couldn't be. And yet they were. I'd sure had no such friends in Massachusetts As Hall of Windham, Gay of Atkinson, Bartlett of Raymond (now of Colorado), Harris of Derry, and Lynch of Bethlehem The glorious bards of Massachusetts seem To want to make New Hampshire people over. They taunt the lofty land with little men. I don't know what to say about the people. For art's sake one could almost wish them worse Rather than better. How are we to write The Russian novel in America As long as life goes so unterribly? There is the pinch from which our only outcry In literature to date is heard to come. We get what little misery we can Out of not having cause for misery. It makes the guild of novel writers sick To be expected to be Dostoievskis On nothing worse than too much luck and comfort. This is not sorrow, though; it's just the vapors, And recognized as such in Russia itself Under the new regime, and so forbidden. If well it is with Russia, then feel free To say so or be stood against the wall And shot. It's Pollyanna now or death. This, then, is the new freedom we hear tell of; And very sensible. No state can build A literature that shall at once be sound And sad on a foundation of well-being, To show the level of intelligence Among us: it was just a Warren farmer Whose horse had pulled him short up in the road By me, a stranger. This is what he said, From nothing but embarrassment and want Of anything more sociable to say: ' You hear those hound-dogs sing on Moosilauke? Well they remind me of the hue and cry We've heard against the Mid- Victorians And never rightly understood till Bryan Retired from politics and joined the chorus. The matter with the Mid- Victorians Seems to have been a man named John L. Darwin 'Go 'long I said to him, he to his horse. I knew a man who failing as a farmer Burned down his farmhouse for the fire insurance. And spent the proceeds on a telescope To satisfy a life-long curiosity About our place among the infinities. And how was that for other-worldliness? If I must choose which I would elevate The people or the already lofty mountains, Td elevate the already lofty mountains. The only fault I find with old New Hampshire Is that her mountains aren't quite high enough. I was not always so; I've come to be so. How, to my sorrow, how have I attained A height from which to look down critical On mountains? What has given me assurance To say what height becomes New Hampshire moun- tains, Or any mountains? Can it be some strength I feel as of an earthquake in my back To heave them higher to the morning star? Can it be foreign travel in the Alps? Or having seen and credited a moment The solid moulding of vast peaks of cloud Behind the pitiful reality Of Lincoln, Lafayette and Liberty? Or some such sense as says how high shall jet The fountain in proportion to the basin? No, none of these has raised me to my throne Of intellectual dissatisfaction, But the sad accident of having seen Our actual mountains given in a map Of early times as twice the height they are- Ten thousand feet instead of only five Which shows how sad an accident may be. Five thousand is no longer high enough. Whereas I never had a good idea About improving people in the world, Here I am over-fertile in suggestion, And cannot rest from planning day or night How high Fd thrust the peaks in summer snow To tap the upper sky and draw a flow Of frosty night air on the vale below Down from the stars to freeze the dew as starry. The more the sensibilitist I am The more I seem to want my mountains wild; The way the wiry gang-boss liked the log-jam. After he'd picked the lock and got it started, He dodged a log that lifted like an arm Against the sky to break his back for him, Then came in dancing, skipping, with his life Across the roar and chaos, and the words We saw him say along the zigzag journey Were doubtless as the words we heard him say On coming nearer: 'Wasn't she an i-deal Son-of-a-bitch? You bet she was an t-deal.' For all her mountains fall a little short, Her people not quite short enough for Art, She's still New Hampshire, a most restful state. Lately in converse with a New York alec About the new school of the pseudo-phallic, I found myself in a close corner where I had to make an almost funny choice. 'Choose you which you will bea prude, or puke, Mewling and puking in the public arms 'Me for the hills where I don't have to choose 'But if you had to choose, which would you be?' I wouldn't be a prude afraid of nature. I know a man who took a double axe And went alone against a grove of trees; But his heart failing him, he dropped the axe And ran for shelter quoting Matthew Arnold: 'Nature is cruel, man is sick of blood; There's been enough shed without shedding mine. Remember Birnam Wood! The wood's in flux!' He had a special terror of the flux That showed itself in dendrophobia. The only decent tree had been to mill And educated into boards, he said. He knew too well for any earthly use The line where man leaves off and nature starts, And never over-stepped it save in dreams. He stood on the safe side of the line talking; Which is sheer Matthew Arnoldism, The cult of one who owned himself 'a foiled, Circuitous wanderer,' and 'took dejectedly His seat upon the intellectual throne Agreed in frowning on these improvised Altars the woods are full of nowadays, Again as in the days when Ahaz sinned By worship under green trees in the open. Scarcely a mile but that I come on one, A black-cheeked stone and stick of rain-washed charcoal Even to say the groves were God's first temples Comes too near to Ahaz' sin for safety. Nothing not built with hands of course is sacred. But here is not a question of what's sacred; Rather of what to face or run away from. I'd hate to be a runaway from nature. And neither would I choose to be a puke Who cares not what he does in company, And, when he can't do anything, falls back On words, and tries his worst to make words speak Louder than actions, and sometimes achieves it. It seems a narrow choice the age insists on. How about being a good Greek, for instance? That course, they tell me, isn't offered this year. 'Come, but this isn't choosing puke or prude?' Well, if I have to choose one or the other, I choose to be a plain New Hampshire farmer With an income in cash of say a thousand (From say a publisher in New York City). It's restful to arrive at a decision, And restful just to think about New Hampshire. At present I am living in Vermont. A STAR IN A STONE-BOAT (For Lincoln MacVeagh) L Sever tell me that not one star of all That slip from heaven at night and softly fall Has been picked up with stones to build a wall. Some laborer found one faded and stone cold, And saving that its weight suggested gold, And tugged it from his first too certain hold, He noticed nothing in it to remark. He was not used to handling stars thrown dark And lifeless from an interrupted arc. He did not recognize in that smooth coal The one thing palpable besides the soul To penetrate the air in which we roll. He did not see how like a flying thing It brooded ant-eggs, and had one large wing, One not so large for flying in a ring, And a long Bird of Paradise's tail, (Though these when not in use to fly and trail It drew back in its body like a snail); Nor know that he might move it from the spot, The harm was done; from having been star-shot The very nature of the soil was hot And burning to yield flowers instead of grain, Flowers fanned and not put out by all the rain Poured on them by his prayers prayed in vain. He moved it roughly with an iron bar, He loaded an old stone-boat with the star And not, as you might think, a flying car, Such as even poets would admit perforce More practical than Pegasus the horse If it could put a star back in its course. He dragged it through the ploughed ground at a pace But faintly reminiscent of the race Of jostling rock in interstellar space. It went for building stone, and I, as though Commanded in a dream, forever go To right the wrong that this should have been so. Yet ask where else it could have gone as well, I do not know I cannot stop to tell: He might have left it lying where it fell. From following walls I never lift my eye Except at night to places in the sky Where showers of charted meteors let fly. Some may know what they seek in school and church, And why they seek it there; for what I search I must go measuring stone walls, perch on perch; Sure that though not a star of death and birth, So not to be compared, perhaps, in worth To such resorts of life as Mars and Earth, Though not, I say, a star of death and sin, It yet has poles, and only needs a spin To show its worldly nature and begin To chafe and shuffle in my calloused palm And run off in strange tangents with my arm As fish do with the line in first alarm. Such as it is, it promises the prize Of the one world complete in any size That I am like to compass, fool or wise. THE CENSUS-TAKER came an errand one cloud-blowing evening To a slab-built, black-paper-covered house Of one room and one window and one door, The only dwelling in a waste cut over A hundred square miles round it in the mountains: And that not dwelt in now by men or women. (Ir never had been dwelt in, though, by women, So what is this I make a sorrow of?) I came as census-taker to the waste To count the people in it and found none, None in the hundred miles, none in the house, Where I came last with some hope, but not much After hours' overlooking from the cliffs An emptiness flayed to the very stone. I found no people that dared show themselves, None not in hiding from the outward eye. The time was autumn, but how anyone Could tell the time of year when every tree That could have dropped a leaf was down itself And nothing but the stump of it was left Now bringing out its rings in sugar of pitch; And every tree up stood a rotting trunk Without a single leaf to spend on autumn, Or branch to whistle after what was spent. Perhaps the wind the more without the help Of breathing trees said something of the time Of year or day the way it swung a door Forever off the latch, as if rude men Passed in and slammed it shut each one behind him For the next one to open for himself. I counted nine I had no right to count (But this was dreamy unofficial counting) Before I made the tenth across the threshold. Where was my supper? Where was anyone's? No lamp was lit. Nothing was on the table. The stove was cold the stove was off the chimney And down by one side where it lacked a leg. The people that had loudly passed the door Were people to the ear but not the eye. They were not on the table with their elbows. They were not sleeping in the shelves of bunks. I saw no men there and no bones of men there. I armed myself against such bones as might be With the pitch-blackened stub of an axe-handle I picked up off the straw-dust covered floor. Not bones, but the ill-fitted window rattled. The door was still because I held it shut While I thought what to do that could be done About the house about the people not there. This house in one year fallen to decay Filled me with no less sorrow than the houses Fallen to ruin in ten thousand years Where Asia wedges Africa from Europe. Nothing was left to do that I could see Unless to find that there was no one there And declare to the cliffs too far for echo, f The place is desert and let whoso lurks In silence, if in this he is aggrieved, Break silence now or be forever silent. Let him say why it should not be declared so The melancholy of having to count souls Where they grow fewer and fewer every year Is extreme where they shrink to none at all. It must be I want life to go on living. THE STAR-SPLITTER < You know Orion always comes up sideways. Throwing a leg up over our fence of mountains. And rising on his hands, he looks in on me Busy outdoors by lantern-light with something I should have done by daylight, and indeed, After the ground is frozen, I should have done Before it froze, and a gust flings a handful Of waste leaves at my smoky lantern chimney To make fun of my way of doing things, Or else fun of Orion's having caught me. Has a man, I should like to ask, no rights These forces are obliged to pay respect to?' So Brad McLaughlin mingled reckless talk Of heavenly stars with hugger-mugger farming, Till having failed at hugger-mugger farming, He burned his house down for the fire insurance And spent the proceeds on a telescope To satisfy a life-long curiosity About our place among the infinities. What do you want with one of those blame things?' I asked him well beforehand. 'Don't you get one!' 'Don't call it blamed; there isn't anything More blameless in the sense of being less A weapon in our human fight he said. Til have one if I sell my farm to buy it.' There where he moved the rocks to plow the ground And plowed between the rocks he couldn't move, Few farms changed hands; so rather than spend years Trying to sell his farm and then not selling, He burned his house down for the fire insurance And bought the telescope with what it came to. He had been heard to say by several: 'The best thing that we're put here for's to see; The strongest thing that's given us to see with's A telescope. Someone in every town Seems to me owes it to the town to keep one. In Littleton it may as well be me After such loose talk it was no surprise When he did what he did and burned his house down, Mean laughter went about the town that day To let him know we weren't the least imposed on, And he could wait we'd see to him to-morrow. But the first thing next morning we reflected If one by one we counted people out For the least sin, it wouldn't take us long To get so we had no one left to live with. For to be social is to be forgiving. Our thief, the one who does our stealing from us,s, We don't cut off from coming to church supper But what we miss we go to him and ask for. He promptly gives it back, that is if still Uneaten, unworn out, or undisposed of. It wouldn't do to be too hard on Brad About his telescope. Beyond the age Of being given one's gift for Christmas, He had to take the best way he knew how To find himself in one. I'vell, all we said was He took a strange thing to be roguish over. Some sympathy was wasted on the house, A good old-timer dating back along; But a house isn't sentient; the house Didn't feel anything. And if it did, Why not regard it as a sacrifice, And an old-fashioned sacrifice by fire, Instead of a new-fashioned one at auction? Out of a house and so out of a farm At one stroke (of a match), Brad had to turn To earn a living on the Concord railroad, As under-ticket-agent at a station Where his job, when he wasn't selling tickets, I'vas setting out up track and down, not plants As on a farm, but planets, evening stars That varied in their hue from red to green. He got a good glass for six hundred dollars. His new job gave him leisure for star-gazing Often he bid me come and have a look Up the brass barrel, velvet black inside, At a star quaking in the other end. I recollect a night of broken clouds And underfoot snow melted down to ice, And melting further in the wind to mud. Bradford and I had out the telescope. ^Ve spread our two legs as we spread its three, Pointed our thoughts the way we pointed it, And standing at our leisure till the day broke, Said some of the best things we ever said. That telescope was christened the Star-splitter, Because it didn't do a thing but split A star in two or three the way you split A globule of quicksilver in your hand With one stroke of your finger in the middle. It's a star-splitter if there ever was one And ought to do some good if splitting stars 'Sa thing to be compared with splitting wood. We've looked and looked, but after all where are we? Do we know any better where we are, And how it stands between the night to-night And a man with a smoky lantern chimney? How different from the way it ever stood? THE AXE-HELVE I've known ere now an interfering branch Of alder catch my lifted axe behind me. But that was in the woods, to hold my hand From striking at another alder's roots, And that was, as I say, an alder branch. This was a man, Baptiste, who stole one day Behind me on the snow in my own yard Where I was working at the chopping-block, And cutting nothing not cut down already. He caught my axe expertly on the rise, When all my strength put forth was in his favor, Held it a moment where it was, to calm me, Then took it from me and I let him take it. I didn't know him well enough to know What it was all about. There might be something He had in mind to say to a bad neighbor He might prefer to say to him disarmed. But all he had to tell me in French-English Was what he thought of not me, but my axe; Me only as I took my axe to heart. It was the bad axe-helve some one had sold me 'Made on machine he said, ploughing the grain With a thick thumbnail to show how it ran Across the handle's long drawn serpentine, Like the two strokes across a dollar sign. 'You give her one good crack, she's snap raght off. Den where's your hax-ead flying through de hair?' Admitted; and yet, what was that to him? 'Come on my house and I put you one in What's las' awhile good hick'ry what's grow crooked, De second growt' I cut myself tough, tough!' Something to sell? That wasn't how it sounded. 'Den when you say you come? It's cost you nothing To-naght?' As well to-night as any night. Beyond an over-warmth of kitchen stove My welcome differed from no other welcome. Baptiste knew best why I was where I was. So long as he would leave enough unsaid, I shouldn't mind his being overjoyed (If overjoyed he was) at having got me Where I must judge if what he knew about an axe That not everybody else knew was to count For nothing in the measure of a neighbor. Hard if, though cast away for life with Yankees, A Frenchman couldn't get his human rating! Mrs. Baptiste came in and rocked a chair That had as many motions as the world: One back and forward, in and out of shadow, That got her nowhere; one more gradual, Sideways, that would have run her on the stove In time, had she not realized her danger And caught herself up bodily, chair and all, And set herself back where she started from. 'She ain't spick too much Henglishdat's too bad I was afraid, in brightening first on me, Then on Baptiste, as if she understood What passed between us, she was only feigning. Baptiste was anxious for her; but no more Than for himself, so placed he couldn't hope To keep his bargain of the morning with me In time to keep me from suspecting him Of really never having meant to keep it. Needlessly soon he had his axe-helves out, A quiverful to choose from, since he wished me To have the best he had, or had to spare- Not for me to ask which, when what he took Had beauties he had to point me out at length To insure their not being wasted on me. He liked to have it slender as a whipstock, Free from the least knot, equal to the strain Of bending like a sword across the knee. He showed me that the lines of a good helve Were native to the grain before the knife Expressed them, and its curves were no false curves Put on it from without. And there its strength lay For the hard work. He chafed its long white body From end to end with his rough hand shut round it. He tried it at the eye-hole in the axe -head. 'Hahn, hahn he mused, 'don't need much taking down Baptiste knew how to make a short job long For love of it, and yet not waste time either. Do you know, what we talked about was knowledge? Baptiste on his defence about the children He kept from school, or did his best to keep Whatever school and children and our doubts Of laid-on education had to do With the curves of his axe-helves and his having Used these unscrupulously to bring me To see for once the inside of his house. Was I desired in friendship, partly as some one To leave it to, whether the right to hold Such doubts of education should depend Upon the education of those who held them? But now he brushed the shavings from his knee And stood the axe there on its horse's hoof, Erect, but not without its waves, as when The snake stood up for evil in the Garden, Top-heavy with a heaviness his short, Thick hand made light of, steel-blue chin drawn down And in a little a French touch in that. Baptiste drew back and squinted at it, pleased; 'See how she's cock her head!' ? THE GRINDSTONE rlaving a wheel and four legs of its own Has never availed the cumbersome grindstone To get it anywhere that I can see. These hands have helped it go, and even race; Not all the motion, though, they ever lent, Not all the miles it may have thought it went, Have got it one step from the starting place. It stands beside the same old apple tree. The shadow of the apple tree is thin Upon it now, its feet are fast in snow. All other farm machinery's gone in, And some of it on no more legs and wheel Than the grindstone can boast to stand or go, (I'm thinking chiefly of the wheelbarrow.) For months it hasn't known the taste of steel, Washed down with rusty water in a tin. But standing outdoors hungry, in the cold, Except in towns at night, is not a sin. And, anyway, its standing in the yard Under a ruinous live apple tree Has nothing any more to do with me, Except that I remember how of old One summer day. all day I drove it hard, And someone mounted on it rode it hard, And he and I between us ground a blade. gave it the preliminary spin, And poured on water (tears it might have been); O? And when it almost gayly jumped and flowed, A Father-Time-like man got on and rode, Armed with a scythe and spectacles that glowed. He turned on will-power to increase the load And slow me down and I abruptly slowed, Like coming to a sudden railroad station. I changed from hand to hand in desperation. I wondered what machine of ages gone This represented an improvement on. For all I knew it may have sharpened spears And arrowheads itself. Much use for years Had gradually worn it an oblate Spheroid that kicked and struggled in its gait, Appearing to return me hate for hate; (But I forgive it now as easily As any other boyhood enemy Whose pride has failed to get him anywhere). I wondered who it was the man thought ground The one who held the wheel back or the one Who gave his life to keep it going round? I wondered if he really thought it fair For him to have the say when we were done. Such were the bitter thoughts to which I turned. Not for myself was I so much concerned. Oh no! -although, of course, I could have found A better way to pass the afternoon Than grinding discord out of a grindstone, And beating insects at their gritty tune. Nor was I for the man so much concerned. Once when the grindstone almost jumped its bearing It looked as if he might be badly thrown And wounded on his blade. So far from caring, I laughed inside, and only cranked the faster, (It ran as if it wasn't greased but glued); I'd welcome any moderate disaster That might be calculated to postpone What evidently nothing could conclude. The thing that made me more and more afraid Was that we'd ground it sharp and hadn't known. And now were only wasting precious blade. And when he raised it dripping once and tried The creepy edge of it with wary touch, And viewed it over his glasses funny-eyed, Only disinterestedly to decide It needed a turn more, I could have cried Wasn't there danger of a turn too much? Mightn't we make it worse instead of better? I was for leaving something to the whetter. What if it wasn't all it should be? I'd Be satisfied if he'd be satisfied. CAUL'S WIFE o drive Paul out of any lumber camp All that was needed was to say to him, 'How is the wife, Paul?' and he'd disappear. Some said it was because he had no wife, And hated to be twitted on the subject. Others because he'd come within a day Or so of having one, and then been jilted. Others because he'd had one once, a good one, Who'd run away with some one else and left him. And others still because he had one now He only had to be reminded of, He was all duty to her in a minute: He had to run right off to look her up, As if to say, 'That's so, how is my wife? I hope she isn't getting into mischief.' No one was anxious to get rid of Paul. He'd been the hero of the mountain camps Ever since, just to show them, he had slipped The bark of a whole tamarack off whole, As clean as boys do off a willow twig To make a willow whistle on a Sunday In April by subsiding meadow brooks. They seemed to ask him just to see him go, 'How is the wife, Paul?' and he always went. He never stopped to murder anyone Who asked the question. He just disappeared- Nobody knew in what direction, Although it wasn't usually long Before they heard of him in some new camp, The same Paul at the same old feats of logging. The question everywhere was why should Paul Object to being asked a civil question A man you could say almost anything to Short of a fighting word. You have the answers. And there was one more not so fair to Paul: That Paul had married a wife not his equal. Paul was ashamed of her. To match a hero, She would have had to be a heroine; Instead of which she was some half-breed squaw. But if the story Murphy told was true, She wasn't anything to be ashamed of. You know Paul could do wonders. Everyone's Heard how he thrashed the horses on a load That wouldn't budge until they simply stretched Their rawhide harness from the load to camp. Paul told the boss the load would be all right, 'The sun will bring your load in'and it did By shrinking the rawhide to natural length. That's what is called a stretcher. But I guess The one about his jumping so's to land With both his feet at once against the Ceiling, And then land safely right side up again, Back on the floor, is fact or pretty near fact. Well this is such a yarn. Paul sawed his wife Out of a white-pine log. Murphy was there, And, as you might say, saw the lady born. Paul worked at anything in lumbering. He'd been hard at it taking boards away For I forgetthe last ambitious sawyer To want to find out if he couldn't pile The lumber on Paul till Paul begged for mercy They'd sliced the first slab off a big butt log, And the sawyer had slammed the carriage back To slam end on again against the saw teeth. To judge them by the way they caught themselves When they saw what had happened to the log, They must have had a guilty expectation Something was going to go with their slambanging. Something had left a broad black streak of grease On the new wood the whole length of the log Except, perhaps, a foot at either end. But when Paul put his finger in the grease, It wasn't grease at all, but a long slot. The log was hollow. They were sawing pine. ( First time I ever saw a hollow pine. That comes of having Paul around the place. Take it to hell for me,' the sawyer said. Everyone had to have a look at it, And tell Paul what he ought to do about it. (They treated it as his.) 'You take a jack-knife, And spread the opening, and you've got a dug-out All dug to go a-fishing in.' To Paul The hollow looked too sound and clean and empty Ever to have housed birds or beasts or bees. There was no entrance for them to get in by. It looked to him like some new kind of hollow He thought he'd better take his jack-knife to. So after work that evening he came back And let enough light into it by cutting To see if it was empty. He made out in there A slender length of pith, or was it pith? It might have been the skin a snake had cast And left stood up on end inside the tree The hundred years the tree must have been growing More cutting and he had this in both hands, And, looking from it to the pond near by, Paul wondered how it would respond to water. Not a breeze stirred, but just the breath of air He made in walking slowly to the beach Blew it once off his hands and almost broke it. He laid it at the edge where it could drink. At the first drink it rustled and grew limp. At the next drink it grew invisible. Paul dragged the shallows for it with his fingers, And thought it must have melted. It was gone. And then beyond the open water, dim with midges, Where the log drive lay pressed against the boom, It slowly rose a person, rose a girl, Her wet hair heavy on her like a helmet, Who, leaning on a log looked back at Paul. And that made Paul in turn look back To see if it was anyone behind him That she was looking at instead of him. Murphy had been there watching all the time, But from a shed where neither of them could sec him There was a moment of suspense in birth When the girl seemed too water-logged to live, Before she caught her first breath with a gasp And laughed. Then she climbed slowly to her feet, And walked off talking to herself or Paul Across the logs like backs of alligators, Paul taking after her around the pond. Next evening Murphy and some other fellows Got drunk, and tracked the pair up Catamount, From the bare top of which there is a view To other hills across a kettle valley. And there, well after dark, let Murphy tell it, They saw Paul and his creature keeping house. It was the only glimpse that anyone Has had of Paul and her since Murphy saw them Falling in love across the twilight mill-pond. More than a mile across the wilderness They sat together half-way up a cliff In a small niche let into it, the girl Brightly, as if a star played on the place, Paul darkly, like her shadow. All the light Was from the girl herself, though, not from a star, As was apparent from what happened next. All those great ruffians put their throats together, And let out a loud yell, and threw a bottle, As a brute tribute of respect to beauty. Of course the bottle fell short by a mile, But the shout reached the girl and put her light out, She went out like a firefly, and that was all. So there were witnesses that Paul was married, And not to anyone to be ashamed of. Everyone had been wrong in judging Paul. Murphy told me Paul put on all those airs About his wife to keep her to himself. Paul was what's called a terrible possessor. Owning a wife with him meant owning her. She wasn't anybody else's business, Either to praise her, or so much as name her, And he'd thank people not to think of her. Murphy's idea was that a man like Paul Wouldn't be spoken to about a wife [n any way the world knew how to speak. WILD GRAPES What tree may not the fig be gathered from? The grape may not be gathered from the birch? It's all you know the grape, or know the birch. As a girl gathered from the birch myself Equally with my weight in grapes, one autumn, I ought to know what tree the grape is fruit of. I I'vas born, I suppose, like anyone, And grew to be a little boyish girl My brother could not always leave at home. But that beginning was wiped out in fear The day I swung suspended with the grapes, And was come after like Eurydice And brought down safely from the upper regions; And the life I live now's an extra life I can waste as I please on whom I please. So if you see me celebrate two birthdays, And give myself out as two different ages, One of them five years younger than I look- One day my brother led me to a glade Where a white birch he knew of stood alone, Wearing a thin head-dress of pointed leaves, And heavy on her heavy hair behind, Against her neck, an ornament of grapes. Grapes, I knew grapes from having seen them last year. One bunch of them, and there began to be Bunches all round me growing in white birches, The way they grew round Lief the Lucky's German; Mostly as much beyond my lifted hands, though, As the moon used to seem when I was younger, And only freely to be had for climbing. My brother did the climbing; and at first Threw me down grapes to miss and scatter And have to hunt for in sweet fern and hardhack; Which gave him some time to himself to eat, But not so much, perhaps, as a boy needed. So then, to make me wholly self-supporting, He climbed still higher and bent the tree to earth, And put it in my hands to pick my own grapes. 'Here, take a tree-top, I'll get down another. Hold on with all your might when I let go.' I said I had the tree. It wasn't true. The opposite was true. The tree had me. The minute it was left with me alone It caught me up as if I were the fish And it the fishpole. So I was translated To loud cries from my brother of 'Let go! Don't you know anything, you girl? Let go!' But I, with something of the baby grip Acquired ancestrally in just such trees When wilder mothers than our wildest now Hung babies out on branches by the hands To dry or wash or tan, I don't know which (You'll have to ask an evolutionist) I held on uncomplainingly for life. My brother tried to make me laugh to help me. < What are you doing up there in those grapes? Don't be afraid. A few of them won't hurt you. I mean, they won't pick you if you don't them Much danger of my picking anything! By that time I was pretty well reduced To a philosophy of hang-and-let-hang. 'Now you know how it feels my brother said, * To be a bunch of fox-grapes, as they call them, That when it thinks it has escaped the fox By growing where it shouldn't on a birch, Where a fox wouldn't think to look for it And if he looked and found it, couldn't reach it- Just then come you and I to gather it. Only you have the advantage of the grapes In one way: you have one more stem to cling by, And promise more resistance to the picker One by one I lost off my hat and shoes, And still I clung. I let my head fall back, And shut my eyes against the sun, my ears Against my brother's nonsense; 'Drop he said, Til catch you in my arms. It isn't far (Stated in lengths of him it might not be. ) 'Drop or I'll shake the tree and shake you down Grim silence on my part as I sank lower, My small wrists stretching till they showed the ban* jo strings. 'Why, if she isn't serious about it! Hold tight awhile till I think what to do. I'll bend the tree down and let you down by it [ don't know much about the letting down; But once I felt ground with my stocking feet And the world came revolving back to me, I know I looked long at my curled-up fingers. Before I straightened them and brushed the bark off. My brother said: 'Don't you weigh anything? Try to weigh something next time., so you won't Be run oft with by birch trees into space It wasn't my not weighing anything So much as my not knowing anything My brother had been nearer right before. I had not taken the first step in knowledge; I had not learned to let go with the hands, As still I have not learned to with the heart, And have no wish to with the heartnor need, That I can see. The mind is not the heart. I may yet live, as I know others live, To wish in vain to let go with the mind Of cares, at night, to sleep; but nothing tells me That I need learn to let go with the heart. THE WITCH OF COOS I staid the night for shelter at a farm Behind the mountain, with a mother and son, Two old-believers. They did all the talking. MOTHER. Folks think a witch who has familiar spirits She could call up to pass a winter evening, But won't, should be burned at the stake or some^ thing. Summoning spirits isn't 'Button, button, Who's got the button would have them know. SON. Mother can make a common table rear And kick with two legs like an army mule. MOTHER. And when I've done it, what good have I done? Rather than tip a table for you, let me Tell you what Ralle the Sioux Control once told me, He said the dead had souls, but when I asked him How could that be I thought the dead were souls, He broke my trance. Don't that make you suspicious That there's something the dead are keeping back? Yes, there's something the dead are keeping back. SON. You wouldn't want to tell him what we have Up attic, mother? MOTHER. Bones a skeleton. SON. But the headboard of mother's bed is pushed Against the attic door: the door is nailed. It's harmless, Mother hears it in the night Halting perplexed behind the barrier Of door and headboard. Where it wants to get Is back into the cellar where it came from. MOTHER. We'll never let them, will we, son! We'll never! SON. It left the cellar forty years ago And carried itself like a pile of dishes Up one flight from the cellar to the kitchen, Another from the kitchen to the bedroom, Another from the bedroom to the attic, Right past both father and mother, and neither stopped it. Father had gone upstairs; mother was downstairs. I was a baby: I don't know where I was. MOTHER. The only fault my husband found withme I went to sleep before I went to bed, Especially in winter when the bed Might just as well be ice and the clothes snow. The night the bones came up the cellar-stairs Toffile had gone to bed alone and left me, But left an open door to cool the room off So as to sort of turn me out of it. I was just coming to myself enough To wonder where the cold was coming from, When I heard Toffile upstairs in the bedroom And thought I heard him downstairs in the cellar. The board we had laid down to walk dry-shod on When there was water in the cellar in spring Struck the hard cellar bottom. And then someone Began the stairs, two footsteps for each step, The way a man with one leg and a crutch, Or a little child, comes up. It wasn't Toffile: It wasn't anyone who could be there. The bulkhead double-doors were double-locked And swollen tight and buried under snow. The cellar windows were banked up with sawdust And swollen tight and buried under snow. It was the bones. I knew them and good reason. My first impulse was to get to the knob And hold the door. But the bones didn't try The door; they halted helpless on the landing, Waiting for things to happen in their favor. The faintest restless rustling ran all through them. I never could have done the thing I did If the wish hadn't been too strong in me To see how they were mounted for this walk. I had a vision of them put together Not like a man, but like a chandelier. So suddenly I flung the door wide on him. A moment he stood balancing with emotion, And all but lost himself. (A tongue of fire Flashed out and licked along his upper teeth. Smoke rolled inside the sockets of his eyes.) Then he came at me with one hand outstretched, The way he did in life once; but this time I struck the hand off brittle on the floor, And fell back from him on the floor myself. The finger-pieces slid in all directions. (Where did I see one of those pieces lately^ Hand me my button-boxit must be thei c. ) I sat up on the floor and shouted, 'Toffil* , It's coming up to you.' It had its choice Of the door to the cellar or the hall. It took the hall door for the novelty, And set off briskly for so slow a thing, Still going every which way in the joints, though, So that it looked like lightning or a scribble, From the slap I had just now given its hand. I listened till it almost climbed the stairs From the hall to the only finished bedroom, Before I got up to do anything; Then ran and shouted, 'Shut the bedroom door, Toffile, for my sake!' ( Company?' he said, * Don't make me get up; Pm too warm in bed So lying forward weakly on the handrail I pushed myself upstairs, and in the light (The kitchen had been dark) I had to own I could see nothing. 'Toffile, I don't see it. It's with us in the room though. It's the bones *What bones?' 'The cellar bones out of the grave That made him throw his bare legs out of bed And sit up by me and take hold of me. I wanted to put out the light and see If I could see it, or else mow the room, With our arms at the level of our knees, And bring the chalk-pile down. Til tell you what It's looking for another door to try. The uncommonly deep snow has made him think Of his old song, The Wild Colonial Boy, He always used to sing along the tote-road. He's after an open door to get out-doors. Let's trap him with an open door up attic Toffile agreed to that, and sure enough, Almost the moment he was given an opening, The steps began to climb the attic stairs. I heard them. Toffile didn't seem to hear them. 'Quick!' I slammed to the door and held the knob, 'Toffile, get nails I made him nail the door shut And push the headboard of the bed against it. Then we asked was there anything Up attic that we'd ever want again. The attic was less to us than the cellar. If the bones liked the attic, let them have it. Let them stay in the attic. When they sometimes Come down the stairs at night and stand perplexed Behind the door and headboard of the bed, Brushing their chalky skull with chalky fingers, With sounds like the dry rattling of a shutter, That's what I sit up in the dark to say To no one any more since Toffile died. Let them stay in the attic since they went there. I promised Toffile to be cruel to them For helping them be cruel once to him. SON. We think they had a grave down in the cellar. MOTHER. We know they had a grave down in the cellar. SON. We never could find out whose bones they were. MOTHER. Yes, we could too, son. Tell the truth for once They were a man's his father killed for me. I mean a man he killed instead of me. The least I could do was to help dig their grave. We were about it one night in the cellar. Son knows the story: but 'twas not for him To tell the truth, suppose the time had come. Son looks surprised to see me end a lie We'd kept all these years between ourselves So as to have it ready for outsiders. But tonight I don't care enough to lie I don't remember why I ever cared. Toffile, if he were here, I don't believe Could tell you why he ever cared himself. . . She hadn't found the finger-bone she wanted Among the buttons poured out in her lap. I verified the name next morning: Toffile. The rural letter-box said Toffile Lajway. AN EMPTY THREAT I stay; But it isn't as if There wasn't always Hudson's Bay And the fur trade, A small skiff And a paddle blade. I can just see my tent pegged, And me on the floor, Crosslegged, And a trapper looking in at the door With furs to sell. His name's Joe, Alias John, And between what he doesn't know And won't tell About where Henry Hudson's gone, I can't say he's much help; But we get on. The seal yelp On an ice cake. It's not men by some mistake? No, There's not a soul l